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Did I just get in a car with a hot stranger? if Katie found out she would kill me. I feel like someone's staring at me I turn my head and guess what I see if you guessed Tyrone was staring at me then your right  "um can I help you" 'what sorry I zoned out" he says then looks away well nothing like an awkward car ride so I suggested a game "20 questions" "huh" he looks confused "  you know the game were we ask each other questions" "oh yeah, what are we in middle school" he chuckles oh my god I could hear that laugh for the rest of my life "do you want to play or not" "ok ok you first" we ask the normal questions "favorite color" dark red" hm interesting"really I totally took for my favorite color is black kind of guy" he looked at me with his eyebrow raised "ok you go" I wonder what he's going to say "whats you favorite color" wow how original asking the same question I ask " olive green" he smirks and say"really I totally took for my favorite color is pink kind of girl" trying to mock me I laugh and say "ok I don't sound like that" and that's how the rest of my night went we just sat in the car and talked and laughed learning things about each other "ok well I guess I should go thanks for the ride ty" no problem see you around" I waved and went in the house  "well well well look who showed up" omg Katie actually waited for me like a parent would "hey what are you doing" "no don't you dare answer my question with a question" "well if makes you feel better I got a job" maybe that will distract her from being mad that I was out kinda late "really where" ok I'm still getting mad vibes from Katie "um the bar" "your telling me you got a job at a bar are you sure you can handle it do you  remember what happened last time you went in a bar" I sighed of course I remember it was the day everything when down hill. FLASHBACK: it was the summer after junior year Katie and  got invited to a party I went but Katie had to stay with her family for the whole summer so so I decided I would just go by myself I got a fake ID because this guy Brett made some for everyone at such a stupid price but it worked so it was worth it,  I guess but I got a drink and started dancing with a guy I just met and then I when with him and I'm sure you know what happened next and as the days passed I started hanging out with him and his friends they convinced me to take drugs and one night we were all drunk and high we thought it would be a good idea to have a race in this open field and I was driving so fast while being drunk and high very bad combination I was in no condition to drive but I still did it anyway and I didn't see that his friends where already there and dancing around the car and I ended up getting in crash killing him and 3 of his friends I was terrified I was crying and there was so much blood on my hands I called 911 and when the police and my family arrived I was covered in his blood and they took me to the hospital and I was there for like a day and all I could think about how it was my fault everything that happened then on forward was my fault to. FLASHBACK ENDED  I felt like I couldn't breathe in this house I had to get out Katie was following after me and she grabbed me and gave me a hug "it's ok Mitchelle it's ok just breathe your okay now it's the past" I couldn't talk or else I would just crying again so I just nodded and went back inside to go to bed and of course I didn't sleep I was twisting and turning so I went outside and grabbed cigarettes

I only smoke when I'm stressed or restless and right now I was restless I'm guessing it was about 6 before I went back inside maybe I shouldn't take the job I was about to go to my room before Katie stopped me and it was like she knew what I was thinking "you can do it the job I mean you very strong and brave you can do it" " so I should take the job" "of course you should" god I hate that I still get flashbacks.

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