Mr. Coincidence

EPISODE 11 - I SHOULD MOVE TO MARS...

He said "STE-". I cut him by saying"don't say my name......and we will talk at lunch time". He nodded and kept quiet.

The whole lecture I was so angry at him...I didn't tell him about it so he could kick them out of college.... I told him because I thought he was my friend and it was okay to share stuff with him, but he proved me wrong....he shouldn't have done that.

I ignored him till the break and then the professor walked out of class and all the students started to go outside while giving us glares.

"Follow me" I said and stood up and went outside. I walked towards that small tree whose branches were falling on the ground and he followed me. "Go inside", I said to him with anger in my voice.

"This place is good for little you, but I will never fit in it" he said...which was half true, but I dont care.

"Go inside" I repeated with more anger and he got scared and nodded.

He went inside and I followed him. I fitted inside it but he made the place look smaller. His presence made this place look tiny and I regret choosing this place, but I don't care. I sat as far away as I could and he maintained the right distance too.

"You did that right......you left my apartment for that" I said with so much frustration in my voice that I bet he noticed too.

"listen..... I don't want to lie to you .......and I did it." he finally admitted hastily.

"Why Michael, whyyyy" I added, "you don't know, but you destroyed their college life....now they have to go through so much."

"I know that and that is the reason I did that" he said flatly.

"how can you do that.........you shouldn't have" How said and heard him scoff.

"They bullied you for no reason, Stella.......can you just drop your positivity for one single second" he said in a lower voice.

"That doesn't matter Michael.........and please be realistic and admit that you did wrong", I said with high pitch.

He stared at me for a whole second." They were doing whatever they wanted.....they bullied you and they also seduced me."

"but you don't care if they seduce you.....you were always ignoring them", I told him the fact.

"So...you noticed too" he said with a smirk."shutup",, I said to him.

"OK... that's not all about you.... It's about me too. I was tired of their short dresses and stupid touches."

"You are so stubborn" I said to them while shaking my head in disbelief.

"Stella, I saw you crying, shivering and having panic attacks. You were a mess of anxiety at that moment...... I only know what your condition was", his voice got louder, making me shocked. "You don't even know how you cried in my arms in a restaurant. I will forgive myself for doing that". He said, leaning in. I backed away and I was about to fall out of a tree.

He could see visible fear on my face. He backed away and ran his hands to his face. He lost his control.

"I'm sorry but its true and I didn't intend to scare you or shout at you and pl-" he said please voice this time and I cut him down before he could finish, "don't talk to me ever now....and this is not a joke......don't come near me"

disbelief spread I I over his face and he let out a hand to stop me from going out of tree. "i said don't" i shouted and he backed away and i said my last words" do whatever you want". i walked out of the shades of those trees and he stayed there. i really don't want to see his handsome face again. i walked straight towards the wasroom and cried....i creid because im hurt or im frustrated or maybe angry.....i don't know. i washed my face and i was not ready to face him so i didn't went to class. i went to library of our college and read novel there. i got lost in that novel that i forget the off time of college. it was been already an hour till the off time i packed my bag and wore my handfrees and walked towards the gate. when i walked outside, i saw him standing outside near his bike. when he saw me he sat on his bike ans started to drive slowly near me.

"Sit" he said. I ignored him. "Stella...we need to talk things out" he said.

"No we don't...just go on your way, Adams," I said flatly.

"I wasn't Michael Jackson" he said.

" nope....now go please..... I don't want to see you again and stop following me". I said, looking at the ground.

"OK I see..... I'm going for now, but when you are ready to talk to me.... I will be there"he said and drove away.....ugh that notice of his bike is addictive.

I took the bus and got home. I went through my daily routine and then lay on my bed and stared at the ceiling. All I could think about was him. He cares about me.... He cares about me having a panic attack, about me crying, about me shivering, about me getting bullied....and about me getting scared and him. Then I thought about what the heck he did. To be honest... I like that he cared... Care is the only one who cares about me like that, and on the other hand, I dont like the things he does because he cares about me..... Maybe I'm getting mixed feelings. I don't know... I just want my mind off him. I started reading the book again and slept while reading it.

In the morning when I entered the class....everyone was staring at me and then at him. When a guy stared at me and pointed at me so that his friends could see me....Michael gave him a deathglare and they all took their eyes off me. I walked towards my seat and sat in it. "in the mood of talking" when I said nothing, he added "I think not ".

professor entered the class and started the lecture. They and Michael stayed quiet for the whole lecture and I ignored him, but he kept glancing at me. He was not going to leave me alone..... I think I should go somewhere...maybe Mars.