April's POV Lucas and I walked hand in hand through fields and forest until we got to the lake. This was where I was going to shift for the first time and I was absolutely crapping myself. "It's ok to be nervous April. I was." What a load of B.S! He was a big bad Alpha and there was no way he was shaking in his shoes like I was right now. "Thank you. I wonder if being a healer will help?" I certainly hoped so. "I've no idea, but I hope so. I can't bear to think of you in pain!" So it was going to hurt then! Well I'd figured that out already. I felt like an expectant mother waiting to go into labour. The pain was coming, it was just a case of when and how I would handle it. "How long do I have to wait?" I asked Lucas. "When the Moon is high enough in the sky, you'll star

