CHAPTER 10 — FIRST IMPRESSIONS AND FOCUS
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The tech program had been set up to last a week, a series of workshops and demonstrations aimed at expanding our knowledge in programming, coding, and data analysis. I was naturally curious and keen to attend. Opportunities to learn new things were rare, and even though I had some tech knowledge from online study, I wanted to see what I could gain from this structured program.
On the third day of the program, while browsing a display table of coding books and software guides, I noticed a young man standing nearby. His calm demeanor drew my attention immediately. Something about him felt familiar, though I couldn’t place it at first.
He approached me with a confident but friendly smile. “Hi,” he said. “I noticed you were looking at this book. Are you interested?”
“I’ve read it,” I replied quietly. “I tried applying some of the examples on my laptop, but the code didn’t run properly. I think it’s not written correctly.”
He raised an eyebrow and asked which version of Windows I had used. I told him, and then he asked if he could see my laptop. Normally, I would have hesitated, but there was something disarming about his approach. I handed it to him, observing silently as his fingers moved deftly over the keyboard, analyzing the code.
As he worked, I found myself distracted—not by the code, but by the way he concentrated. His focus was quiet but intense, and it made me pause. I had always been observant of people, noting every tell, every movement, but there was something different about him.
He looked up suddenly. “You’re watching me more than the code,” he said lightly.
I stiffened. “I’m observing the process,” I replied, keeping my expression neutral.
After a few minutes, he looked satisfied. “The syntax is off here. Adjust this, and it should work.” His tone was gentle but precise. I noted the subtle encouragement in his voice, something I wasn’t used to receiving from strangers.
Then he asked cautiously, “Would you mind sharing your contact info? Maybe we could continue discussing coding and data analysis later?”
I hesitated. I rarely gave my personal information to anyone outside my immediate circle. But there was a strange sense of trust in the way he asked, without pressure, without expectation.
“I’ll think about it,” I said finally, giving a noncommittal nod.
He smiled. “That’s fair. No rush.”
That brief interaction was enough to leave a lasting impression. I walked away, my mind unusually unsettled. Normally, I would have dismissed the encounter, but his calm presence and the ease with which he explained technical concepts lingered.
The rest of the week passed in a blur of workshops, exercises, and notes. I paid attention, absorbing as much as I could, though my thoughts occasionally wandered back to the young man. He had introduced himself—Mr. Franklin—but I couldn’t bring myself to dwell on it too long. My exams were approaching, and my focus needed to be singular.
Even after the program ended, I couldn’t completely dismiss the subtle impression he had left on me. I had a vague awareness that he might try to reach out, but I didn’t think much about it. My priorities were exams, assignments, and maintaining the disciplined schedule I had set for myself.
Shalewa, as always, noticed when my attention was elsewhere. “You’re thinking about him, aren’t you?” she teased during one of our study sessions.
“I’m not,” I said quickly, though my mind momentarily betrayed me.
Shalewa laughed softly. “You may deny it, but I can tell. Don’t let it distract you from your studies.”
I ignored her teasing, redirecting my focus to the notes in front of me. Exams were unforgiving, and I couldn’t afford lapses in concentration. I spent the following days in my usual routine: reading, summarizing, and memorizing everything I needed to know.
The truth was, though, that the encounter with Mr. Franklin had stirred something unfamiliar inside me. He was respectful, intelligent, and confident, yet not overbearing—a combination I wasn’t used to. I found myself replaying small details: the way he explained coding adjustments, the subtle warmth in his voice, the quiet patience he had shown when I hesitated.
Despite this, I didn’t let it interfere with my studies. I had developed a system for focus, for productivity, for efficiency, and I intended to maintain it. Exams loomed closer, and I threw myself fully into preparation, minimizing distractions and interactions outside essential contacts.
Even Shalewa noticed my renewed focus. “You’ve locked yourself away again,” she remarked one afternoon as she checked on me. “Exams coming up?”
“Yes,” I said curtly, keeping my tone neutral. I appreciated her concern but didn’t feel the need to explain further. My private world was exactly that—private.
Days passed. I completed practice questions, reviewed past exam papers, and tightened my understanding of every subject. I refused to allow thoughts of the tech program, or of Mr. Franklin, to sway my attention. My exams were my priority, and I wasn’t about to compromise months of preparation.
Still, in the quiet moments—late at night when I reviewed my notes or took a brief pause to rest—my thoughts drifted back. The way he had approached me, the gentle insistence on collaboration, the subtle confidence he carried… it made me reflect, not just on him, but on myself. Could I allow someone into my focus? Could I trust another person, even a little?
These were questions I didn’t need to answer immediately. For now, my focus remained on my exams. Yet, deep down, I knew that this brief encounter had opened a door—a door I wasn’t ready to walk through yet, but one that, eventually, I might consider.
By the time the exam week arrived, I was fully immersed in preparation. Every concept, every formula, every theory had been drilled into my mind. I approached each exam with methodical precision, my strategy guided by intellect and careful planning.
Even when Shalewa tried to lighten the mood or engage me in conversation about social events, I maintained my focus. She understood, of course, and let me work in peace. Occasionally, she would glance at me with that knowing smile, silently acknowledging the small, subtle stirrings of curiosity and connection I was attempting to suppress.
In the end, the tech program had given me more than a week of coding insights. It had introduced me to someone intriguing, someone who respected my boundaries and intellect. And though I didn’t yet know how to navigate that interest, I allowed myself a single acknowledgment: the world could surprise me, sometimes even when I least expected it.
For now, though, my world was exams, books, and late-night revisions. Mr. Franklin would have to wait.
And I would wait too, in my own careful, measured way.
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