Sadie definitely made some good points when she was talking to me about Caleb. Instead of my head being full of a kiss that never quite happened, I am now thinking of everything that could go along with the kiss. Is Caleb really the person that I could see myself ending up with in the end? If he really is the guy that he has come off as since my divorce then I cannot imagine my life without him.
Then again, even though my marriage was one that was arranged, Carl came off as a perfect gentleman. Up until we said our vows and had our first night together that is. Up until that point I thought that I might have been truly lucky to at least end up with somebody that was going to treat me decently even if I did not love him. It was not a marriage of love by any means and one that I could not f
