In the morning, I am shocked to find that the first thing that I think of is Caleb. For once, it is not how shitty my life has been. Every night has constantly been plagued with nightmares ever since marrying Carl. After the dream last night and the plan that I came up with I found that I could sleep much better. Between Sadie handling the maternity store press and Caleb helping me with Carl, I have found that I slept much better. It had to be that and not the fact that I fell asleep the second time with a smile on my face from Caleb right?
At that thought, I pick up my phone and check but I do not see any new messages. There is a brief sense of let down at the idea of not having another message to wake up to but then again, what else could I expect? The fact that he willingly and even ha
