The shock of my feelings sobers me up for a while. After Caleb shows me the gym and we have the long talk about our feelings, it is time for us to come up with a plan with Finlay for Sadie and I to continue exercising. Caleb makes the phone call to him while I seek out my sister to tell her all that had occurred in the gym. Normally, I would tell her when we were completely alone but I am so shocked by my revelation of my own feelings that I cannot wait longer to tell her.
She is lounging in the living room when I finally do find her. She is laying on the couch with a book. It just so happens to be one of the next books in the series that triggered me when I tried to read it. She is not afflicted with the same PTSD as me though so she is thoroughly engrossed in the book as I pick up her
