When I wake up in the morning it is with the daunting understanding that it is the weekend. While many might celebrate weekends I am not one of them. In fact, I have been dreading today. Without work to keep me busy I have no idea what I should do. I have never really just had time to relax. Even more drastic, I have never had time to do something fun that I want to do.
I still wake up at my normal time and saunter into the kitchen in my pajamas. Sadie is already in the kitchen brewing some coffee with a pair of earbuds in. I smile as I watch her dancing around the kitchen without a care in the world. I would love to feel that free. Sadly, after everything that happened with Carl I do not see me ever feeling quite that carefree again. Even the day of our divorce I was not quite that care
