Apparently since Caleb left it leaves Sadie to keep me company. Maybe they are both afraid of what happened earlier today but I have no doubts that I am a bit better now. After all of those emotions came out of me, I felt so much different. Almost like a lighter version of myself. The worries are still there as are the memories but they are no longer hindering me as badly as they were. Now, I feel almost like I could face Carl in person. Maybe that was a bit much but like I said, almost. "What book were you reading earlier?" Sadie asks as we sit on the couch. I cannot even remember what the title is but as I explain the most vague outline of what happened she immediately knew which book I was talking about. I can tell by the look on her face that this is one of her favorite series as wel

