Caleb keeps driving without letting go of my hand for a while. He is completely silent until after we order our food then he pulls over so that we can eat in the truck before heading back to my house. Did I say something that bothered him? He knows my entire past so it is not like he should be surprised by what I said. Maybe he would be surprised by the fact that it is something that I wonder about but he knows very well that it is not something that I have ever had before.
"You know, I have often thought of what it would be like to hold you. I just happen to know that you are not ready for anything that would even resemble a relationship just yet." Caleb finally says after a while.
"I was not proposing a relationship. I just wondered what it would be like to be held." I say sounding con
