*Kaisa* We get into my room, and Dacian grabs my arm gently, turning me to look at him. “How are you feeling baby ?” “I am okay, I …”. I start to say, I am used to having to be strong. “No, Kaisa, tell me how you really are doing”. He says softly. “You don't need to act strong with me. I shake my head, feeling the tears burn in my eyes. “I can’t stand this, Tisha does not deserve this. I know we need him, but … for her sake I kinda wish he had just died, at least she could have moved on then”. I choke out a sob. “And now I feel bad for saying that”. ‘She could have had a second chance mate’. Solstraale ads “Don’t feel bad, I understand you”. He says softly. “And you too Solstraale … we just have to support her as much as possible and hope there might be a miracle on the horizon”. I

