Healing the widow heart

13, Day 2

Lily POV

Waking up to birds chirping, I sat up on my bed, feeling like s**t, remembering everything that's happened. Getting out of bed, barely making it to the bathroom.

" fark, you b***h, fark " Screaming at the door, while rubbing my head.

After brushing my teeth and showering, I walked out of my bathroom, wearing their soft and fluffy bath towel around my chest, a towel wrapped around my wet hair and walked towards the balcony, I opened the curtains, taking in the serene view before me. I closed my eyes, walked out on to the balcony, arms out straight and lifted my chin embracing the sunray and heat. I took in a few deep breaths.

I lowered my chin, turned around , opened my eyes and walked back inside and walked towards my closet, so I can get change.

"Lil, I'm hungry and where's Blake’s treats?" Trent screamed.

" Shut it, and wait" I yelled back, quickly doing my hair and lite make up . " Oi, Let's have breakfast at the diner."

" Ok " Trent yelled back. " Ok, get your things. We are leaving in 5 mins, I'll grab Blake’s treats" I finished putting on a lite royal blue, butterfly sleeve ruffle hem dress. "ok, Lil, I'll put my shoes on" Trent grabbed everything he needed for the day and started putting his shoes on.

" Ok, I'm ready Trent, we will call in, drop off Blake's treats, before heading to the diner." heading to the door with Blake's treat in my hand, Trent followed not far behind me.

"Give me Lil" Trent grabbed Blake's treats and guard it with his life. "Lesh go" I smiled as we entered the lift.

We made our way out the BNB, about to head to the stable.

" Good morning, Lil" Brian surprised me from behind.

" s**t, fark, Brian, I nearly s**t myself, which is hard, since I haven't eaten" screaming at him, getting more pissed Seeing him and John, laughing. I snapped at them not happy.

" Sorry, we are heading to the diner for breakfast, what are you up too?" he smirked at me. I stopped and turned to him and glared.

" Ok, here’s the thing.” standing akimbo. “lying Is a big, no, no, Even if it's small,” waving one finger from side to side. “and this is important. Don't, test, me, before my breakfast, I am not a nice person, when this is empty." I waved my hands around my stomach. " see, she is growling at you now, and by the way, you knew where we was going for breakfast. 'Wolf ears'” pointing to his ears. “and Stop laughing. 'follow.'" looking at John wanting to hang him.

" Why are you so happy this time of the morning, 'follow?,'” pointing at John. “and where’s. 'The?'” Looking around for him. “He must be living it up. Not bugging me this time of the morning about bull s**t and stopping me from eat.."

" Lil, stop being a b***h, it's not their fault you stayed up until late and now you are tired and worst hungry." Trent shut my ranting off. He turned to Brian and John who had stopped in shock, mouth open. " Don’t worry about her, once she gets her food and wakes up. She will be nice again. "

" Why are you two back there? Hurry up. " Turning to where Trent was looking.

" She scary.." John began." Sorry, Lu, I mean Lily. " John and Brian looked at each other and then ran to me

"Come on, Trent, go in, and you two, tell me, what’s good for breakfast." I looked, waiting for their answers.

Trent entered the stable, I turned to look at the men. " Ok, I have a cool plan. let's get a big table, order a few good dishes, and we can share."

Waving my hands and looking at Brian with a big smile, I was so excited about my plan.

" Oh s**t, Lil," Trent said to me while we were walking to the diner.

" Is everything ok, buddy?" Brian asked Trent

" No, she's hangry," Trent replied

" And that's bad?" John questioned

" Yes, you think she is weird now, wait," Trent said

" Should we be scared?. " John sacredly asked

" Patience, once she finds something she likes, eats, and talks to you nicely, you should be good. Asher, Titus, and Tobias are the patient one’s and early birds. They would be up , cooking breakfast, before the rest wakes up. The other 3 kids are like their mother. At least Lil talks to you. She is nice compared to her kids." Trent shrugged, entering the diner.

" She hasn’t said good morning, and why did she call me, 'follow?'” pointing to himself. “ And who is. 'The?'” John looked around. “and what does that mean?" John bent down and whispered in Trent's ear

" It has good in it. Nothing is good until she eats." Trent began and then turned to me." Lil, why do you call him. 'Follow?' and who is. 'The?'" Trent asked me, and we sat down on a table for 8 people.

" he is 'follow’” I pointed to John. “and Ryan is. 'The.'" I finished saying while looking at the menu.

" Why?" Trent asked, Brian and John were too scared to talk to her.

I threw the menu down and looked at Trent pissed. “I'm trying to figure out what to eat.” Glaring at him. " Your Ryan, Ready?" I began, " Just go, so we can hurry up and throw food down your throat. They are too scared to talk to you right now." Trent answers.

Pointing to John, I started. " Follow," then pointed to Trent, " The," then pointed to Brian, " Leader." " Now let's eat and stop asking stupid questions. " I finished and picked the menu back up.

We sat in awkward silence, the plates started coming out, and Brian and John let out a sigh of relief. When I started eating, it was like I was in heaven. " Well, come fark me, this is delicious," I moaned, while Brian spat out his water, clearing his throat. " Sorry , wrong whole."

I placed my knife and fork down and looked at Brian and John. " Ok, let's get this out. I'm sorry, I can be bitchy. I'm not a nice person when I’m hungry, but in all fairness, I am way better than, my bestie, Charlie...." Me and Trent shook our heads.

" what? " I looked at Brian, why does it look like he wants to kill someone

"who, is, Charlie?" breathing heavily Brian asked, while bending the fork in his hand.

" Charlie, she is my best friend since we was 5, and she will be here on Saturday with Rose. She is the devil. Hang on wait, do you guys know the devil? " I asked

" No, why" John answered with his brow up.

" um, lets see, wolf, cheetah, falcon, Lion even dragon?" I said, questioning if he remembered last night. Picking up my knife and fork I started eating again.

After I was satisfied, I looked at the men and then the table, shocked. "So, wolf's eats a lot?" all the food we ordered, was gone.

" Yes, we have, fast immune systems and we eat for 2 " Brian laughed, and stood up and held his hand out for me to grab.

Smiling at him, I placed my hand over his and stood up to leave. " Gummon Trent, I'll drop you off to Blake, before heading to our BNB, I need to grab my batches before heading to the Cab. " Talking to Trent as we walked out of the diner

After dropping Trent off, we picked up my batches and headed to the cabin. Brian left after stealing some cookies, sneaky bugga, shaking my head chuckling.

sitting on the patio, sipping my tea, looking and breathing in the beautiful serene.

next minute, I heard twigs breaking and looked towards the rustling brushes.

" What the actual fark, a werewolf. You are beautiful, especially your eyes. " Looking at those familiar eyes.

watching Wolfy slowly drop his muzzle to the ground. I stretched my hand out. " Can I pat you? " With the gentle look in his eyes, the wolf calmly made his way to me. "Thank you, your fur is so, soft and tingly, like staticky." Rubbing behind his ears, " you like that, ha!"

Sighing, " I have this feeling that I can talk to you. nod for yes and shake for no," He nods." So everything we talk about, it's just between you and me, you can block your human out, right?" wolfy nods, sighing again.

" Ok, well, it's a bit overwhelming, I have a feeling this is where I'm supposed to be. I'm not afraid or anything. I just have a lot of questions, but you seem to be the only one, I feel comfortable with, so can I ask you some questions, and you can nod for yes and shake your head for no. You don’t have to.? " the buzzer went off, so I got up and dusted my dress while walking back inside. I took out the baked cookies , placed them on a rack to cool, and placed another batch in.

" These cookies are for our family day, and I have heaps at the BNB," I whispered to wolfy

" This is for you," walking back outside with a raw rump steak in one hand and plastic plates in the other. Placing the plate down and putting the steak on top, I walked back to grab the bowl of water for wolfy.

" Hey, you know what will be cool if I can ride your back to the family day. Now that would make an entrance ha-ha. " Laughing and rubbing wolfy’s ear, as I turned to walk away.

The wolf stopped eating, looked at me, and nodded. " Oh, ok, thank you 'Wolfy'" I turned back and pat him again.

" Will you be around tomorrow, I can start asking you my question’s, I just want to bake and be ready for today," I ask, the wolf.

"Thank you, I'm just preparing, don't want to make a fool of myself, you know. I met your high ranks last night, and they are a lovely bunch. Can't wait for them to open up more, then again, I'm sure some of them would think me and my brother are weird. " sighing as I looked at the pond.

"Hmm, you know I can see us living here, " I said to myself. " Hey," softly slapping wolfys muzzle.

" Don't eat these cookies. They have chocolate in it. Doesn't chocolate kill you. Hang on, that's for dogs. Can you die too?. I mean, wolves can die, but werewolves are different. So can you die?" I asked Wolfy, he shook his head no." Oh, great, cause I made heaps of chocolate chips. " I laughed. " Can you mindlink? " I asked, and Wolfy nodded.

" Can you mindlink Alpha to come and pick these batches up? They should be ready in an hour, and the rest are in two containers, on the kitchen bench at my BNB. I can ride on you to everyone, nod when you're done mindlinking." I said. After a few minutes, wolfy nodded. " Are we set?" I asked. " He nodded. 40 minutes later, wolfy got up and started making his way into the forest.

" Where are you going?" I stood, watching my Wolfy walk away. " Will you be back?" He stopped and turned, looked, and nodded. " Ok, I'll wait for you." I nodded

10 minutes later, a figure came into a few, " Hi Alpha, here for my package." He looked at me. " Yes and payment." I looked around " payment " shyly

" Yes, that smell is driving me crazy." Brian said while stopping at the stairway. " Really? " I questioned back. " coffee, " I asked, quickly turning, embarrassed by my red cheeks. He smiled. " Yes, please." I turned and went inside to grab the batches and made me another tea and Brian's coffee. We sat outside on the patio, overlooking the beautiful view, drinking our hot drinks, and eating a few cookies and brownies. After we were done, the alpha helped clean up and left. I went to get ready, when I came out I saw Wolfy. sitting on his bed, I made, wagging his tail.

"Hey, Wolfy, are you ready?" rubbing his ears. He got up and walked off the patio and laid down. To allow me to hop on. He stood and began walking slowly so I could get used to him.

After getting used to him, " You can run now, I will tap you to slow down. " and he took after " holy s**t, this is amazing, faster, Wolfy, faster" and he picked up his speed " s**t, not that fast, slow down a bit" He slow down " yee, hee, this is fun". Trees flashing past us, " Holy fark, " I screamed as we jumped over the truck, and he giggled, I kicked him a little " not funny" I smirk and placed my cheek on his back. " Thank you Wolfy ". A vibrating rumble came from his chest.

“ I guest, by the rumbling, you are happy, yeah.” Smiling in his fur, while wolfy gallops to where everyone was laughing and playing.