ALPHA'S POV
I had been in my office struggling to get some pack business done. But I couldn't seem to concentrate much. My mind kept on reiterating the events of this morning.
My wolf was positive he detected our mate earlier. The scent of lavender and chocolate still lingered in my nose. It was driving my wolf and me insane, and I was getting hard!
REAL HARD!
CONCRETE HARD!
Maybe Carson was right, I need to get laid.
"No! We need to find our mate! She is out there waiting for us." My wolf, Gidian declared.
Every werewolf can communicate with their wolf through what we call a mind-link. Members of the same pack also acquire the ability to mind-link each other.
"It's not that easy Gidian, we don't even know if who we detected was her."
My wolf had been in my head all day tormenting the s**t out of me.
The scent didn't belong to a pack member, plus I'm positive it was human.
"I'm telling you, it was her, nobody can tell me otherwise. Don't you trust me?"
Why would he ask me a question like that? He knew it pisses me off when he thinks I don't appreciate him.
"Of course I trust you, nobody knows me like you do. You're not only my wolf, but you're my best friend." I could feel Gidian beaming with pride at my remarks.
"Thank you and I feel the same about you."
I had an important call to carry out to Alpha Kane of the Half Moon Pack in Russia. They have been experiencing problems with rogue attacks. So, I sent four hundred of our best warriors to help.
Rogues are wolves who don't belong to a pack. They are treacherous and filled with bloodlust.
They don't live by the rules of a pack, instead, they kill as they please, both human and supernatural creatures alike.
Being the world's largest pack meant that every other pack wanted us as an ally than to have us as an enemy.
I understood from my conversation with Alpha Kane that the rogues were working with dark witches. They were searching for the Chosen One.
I HATE f*****g WITCHES!
As soon as I got off the phone, Carson mind-linked me, informing me he was on his way to my office and that he had an important matter to discuss with me.
I doubt Carson knew of any important matters.
I mean, his combat techniques are lethal and that's the main reason I chose him as my Beta. But he was not the most intelligent fellow.
I heard a knock on the door.
That must be Carson.
"Come in."
Carson strolled in, sounding very apprehensive. "Hey Alpha."
I peered up from my desk and saw Carson grinning at me. He had his hands behind his back. He was up to something.
I could feel the stupidity radiating off his presence.
"What is it, Carson?"
"Why are you using that tone with me man? I haven't done anything?" He said defensively.
"Yet, you haven't done anything yet."
"So how's Gidian - has he calmed down as yet?"
"Yes. Why?"
"Listen man, I know we're friends and all, but your wolf scares me sometimes."
Gidian was at the forefront of my mind, listening. Carson was one of the fiercest wolves in our pack and to hear him confess his fear towards him, made his chest rose with pride.
"They don't call him the Demon Wolf for nothing," I gave him an evil grin.
"Anyway man, as your best friend, it is my duty to take care of you," he declared in what was presumed to be his business voice.
Great! Let the stupidity begin.
"What do you mean, take care of me?" My wolf and I both were becoming agitated. We're Alpha, so no one should say they're going to take care of us unless it's our Luna.
"Calm down man, I meant that I want to help you with your little - " He moved his eyes to my lap. "Problem."
That's it, my wolf was now offended.
I sprung up out of my chair and grabbed both sides of his collar. I pulled his body over my desk. Something like a book or a folder slipped from Carson's hands. He was trembling in my restraint. I could detect his fear and my wolf loved it.
Gidian was now in complete control. "Listen- mutt! There is nothing Little about your Alpha- you got that pup?" Gidian popped the P at the end.
Carson's head was moving in an up and down frenzy, almost like one of those bobblehead toys. "Y-yes A-Alpha."
Gidian threw him on the floor, then gave me back control.
"I constantly tell you not to piss off my wolf."
"Damn it man, he needs to chill. But I'm not mad. I know what the problem is."
"And what is the problem?"
"As I mentioned earlier, you need to get laid. Eight months is too long, bro. I can't even go eight hours without some pussy."
"That's because you're a f*****g s*x addict!" I hissed.
"Well man," he expressed as he bent down to pick up the object that fell from his hands. "I just wish to help, please look inside," he pleaded as he placed a folder on my desk.
"What is this?" I asked.
"That my friend contains the info of every she-wolf I slept within the pack."
What the hell!
This f*****g stupid wolf!
"And how will this help?" I wasn't amused.
"Don't you see, there are forty-two girls in that folder. Well, nine are now mated, but you still have thirty-three horny she-wolves ready and waiting to have s*x with you?"
THIS ASSHOLE HAD THE AUDACITY TO THINK THAT I WOULD BE INTERESTED IN HIS SLOPPY SECONDS?
Just stay calm. I promised I'd remain calm.
"I thought you mentioned you slept with over sixty women?" I raised an eyebrow at him.
"Well yeah, but you didn't expect all of them to be she-wolves, did you? Human p*****s are the best," He laughed like the maniac he is.
"Oh, ok. But what did you mean by; thirty-three she-wolves are ready and waiting?"
"Umm, if I tell you, you have to keep Gidian in control, " he hesitated.
"If you tell me? - What do you mean if? You know I can order you in my Alpha voice and you wouldn't be able to resist?"
He now had a panicked look on his face.
I quickly mind-link Gidian and made him promise to stay calm.
"Ok - go ahead," I gestured with my hand.
"Are you sure Gidian is under restraint?"
I didn't have time for this. I slammed my fists hard on my desk and the whole thing crumbled to the floor.
"Yes, I'm positive, so tell me. NOW!" I shouted. He looked into my eyes and realised that I was the one who was angry and not Gidian.
"So after the incident in your quarters this morning and you told me you haven't had s*x in eight months. I went and asked girls that I've slept with if they'd like to have s*x with you," he swallowed hard as he saw my expression.
Oh, dear Moon Goddess, why had I been cursed with this i***t as a friend?
"You did what?" I was fighting hard to stay in control, Gidian was howling in my head for me to let him out, so he could rip Carson's head off. "Carson, are you telling people that I haven't done 'IT' in months?" I shouted in my Alpha voice.
He bent his head in submission. "No my Alpha, I wouldn't dear do that to you."
I calmed down a little. I knew he was just trying to help, even though his methods of doing things are idiotic. "Ok, so tell me more," I sighed.
He snatched the folder that was in the pile of sticks that was once my desk and laid it in my hands. He grabbed a chair and placed it beside the one I was seated in. He then sat down.
"So how many of them agreed to - you know - have s*x with me?"
He looked at me like I was crazy. "All of them. You are the Alpha, of course."
"Damn."
All of them? I knew I could get any she-wolf to bed, but I didn't know they would agree under these types of circumstances.
I found it strange.
"Girls love us Alpha, and we can't blame them - I mean look at us," he flexed his arm muscles. "We are built like Gods, and we are hotter than lava," he explained proudly.
I couldn't help but laugh, even Gidian was laughing in my head.
"The pup states facts, but he's still an i***t though," Gidian grinned.
"Ok let's begin," I stated.
"Bachelorette numero uno. Meet Jessica." He pulled out a photo of a beautiful brown-eyed girl. He handed me a paper that looked like a questionnaire.
It declared; She likes long runs in the woods, likes to hunt elks and likes to have s*x in the open under a full moon.
"Jessica's a good choice man, the things that girl does with her tongue - oooh WEEE. I might have to give her a link later," Carson licked his lips as he reminisced.
This wolf is going to get a foot up the ass if he doesn't chill.
"Bachelorette number two is Sara - or should I say slutty Sara. Now, this one Alpha is a freak-a-leak. She likes bondage s*x; Christian Grey style. She does this thing that will have you guys conjoined for hours in pure ecstasy, and she doesn't mind a threesome," he winked at me and I knew what he was suggesting.
"No fucker! I'm not having a threesome with you."
He laughed and then handed me a photo of Sara. She looked so innocent with her immense blue eyes and short blonde hair.
We went through the list faster than I thought.
"And finally bachelorette number thirty-three. Nicole."
She was the most beautiful one. She had big blue eyes and brown hair.
Her profile read; She enjoys cuddling both in human and wolf form. Her favourite s****l position is wolfy style, and she prefers to have s*x in wolf form - now that's hot. Even Gidian was considering.
Carson cleared his throat. "So It's Nicole then?" He grinned at me. "Let me just add that, when I first f****d this one, I wished to the Moon Goddess that she was my mate, she let me have s*x with her as a wolf while she was still in her human form," he wiggled his eyebrows at me.
I was speechless. Gidian was shaking his head in disgust.
THIS NASTY MOTHERFUCKER!
"What do you say Alpha?"
I thought about it for a few more seconds, but Gidian was saying he couldn't do that to his mate. I told Carson I'd think about it.
Carson got up from the chair and picked up the folder. He took out Nicole's profile and handed it to me. He gave me a pitied smile, then he walked out the door.
I took up the profile and I looked at her photo.
"We can't do this to our mate."
"But we haven't found her yet, so we can do as we please," I replied to Gidian.
Gidian was angry after what I said. He curled up in the back of my mind, and he didn't talk to me for the rest of the day.
I ordered a new desk for my office and made some more calls before I headed to my quarters. I mind-linked the chef to let him know I was having dinner in my room tonight.
My room still smelt of lavender and chocolate. Gidian was getting wild in my head. The scent was fading, but it was nevertheless there.
I went to take a shower, but it wasn't helping the painful erection I now had. The smell was torturing me. I had to get relief.
"f**k It!" I mind-linked Carson and told him to tell Nicole to go to the guest quarters.
I am going to f**k her raw tonight.
Gidian was in turmoil. He didn't know what to do at this point.
I pull on a shorts. My erection was making a tent in them.
I ran a hand through my wet hair and headed towards the guest quarters.
She-wolves were eyeing me in the hallway, I could smell their arousals as I passed them by.
No doubt it was the fact that my erection was on full display, plus as Carson said, I was built like a God.
But still, the only thing I could think about was lavender and chocolate.
I arrived in the room but she wasn't there, so I mind-linked Carson again.
"Where the f**k is she?"
"She should be there any second now, you waited eight months so a few more seconds won't kill you."
"You know if I was next to you right now I'd kick you so hard you might die."
"I know," he laughed.
I cut off the link as soon as I heard a light knock on the door.
I opened the door and in strolled the beautiful Nicole. I closed the door as she stepped in to admire the room. She was an omega, I felt that she was a low-ranked wolf.
"Hello, Nicole."
She turned around and bowed her head. It was against the rules for a low-ranked wolf to make eye contact with an Alpha or any other high-ranked wolf without permission.
"Hello my Alpha," she hung her head lower as she spoke.
"You can look at me," I announced as I walked up to her.
She slowly lifted her head and drank me in with her eyes. Her arousal was ripe in the air. But why couldn't I feel Gidian?
"Gidian?" I called. "What's wrong?"
"I don't know, I just don't want to be a part of this, it feels wrong."
"I understand," I added as I felt him retreating to the back of my mind.
I returned my attention to Nicole. I detected her hardened n*****s peeking at me through the thin fabric of her clothes. Her breathing accelerated when her eyes met my face.
I loved the effect I have on women.
"Take your clothes off," I commanded.
She bit her lips and unzipped her baby doll dress. It slid down her body gently to the floor.
I looked at her from where I stood. She had a slim and tall frame. Her brown hair was shoulder-length and her big blue eyes were filled with lust.
Her dusty rose coloured n*****s were hard as pebbles, as they sat on her small perky breasts. She was indeed beautiful.
"Come here," I called.
She strolled over to me and I wasted no time as I grabbed her hair hard in my hands. I tilted her neck, so she was looking up at me. Her arousal was now blazing hot. I could smell the intensity of it. "So you want to get f****d by your Alpha?" I asked in a low sexy tone that I knew girls liked.
She swallowed hard. "Yesssss," she moaned out.
I let go of her hair.
I bent my knees slightly and cupped her tiny ass and lifted her so that her legs were now wrapped around my waist.
I spun around and braced her back against the wall. I then crashed my lips against hers.
She moaned in my mouth. I watched her as she held her eyes closed. I've never closed my eyes when I've kissed before - not until I kissed that girl in my dreams.
Nicole's whimpers sounded nothing like my dream girl's, though. My dream girl's voice was like a Siren's, one of those Greek mythological creatures who are said to lure sailors to their deaths.
I returned my focus to Nicole, who was now grinding her pelvis into mine. She was begging to be f****d.
I could smell her scent. She smelt like vanilla and peanuts. But it did not entail me, not like the way the smell of lavender and chocolate did.
My erection was getting soft.
What the f**k is going on?
I felt Gidian crawling to the front of my mind again.
"Don't you see, our body wants and needs our mate and only her. You didn't believe me when I told you it was her we smelt this morning. But now you have to."
I dropped Nicole on her ass on the floor.
"Ouch!?" She yelled.
"Leave," I stated flatly.
She slowly got up from the floor. "Alpha, what's wrong?"
"You dare to question your Alpha? I SAID GET THE f**k OUT!" I felt the floor shake.
She fell on her knees at the intensity of my Alpha tone. She then slowly got up and grabbed her clothes and rushed through the door without putting them on.
I mind-linked Carson to meet me in the Alpha quarters ASAP.
I hurried to my room and waited for Carson. My mind was in a state of confusion. I was pacing back and forth. It surprised me I didn't wear a hole in the mother-f*****g floor.
"Alpha my man, what's up?" I heard Carson's voice from over my shoulders. " Done -already?" His grin reached all the way to his ears.
I did not have the time for his bullshit!
My wolf was close to the surface.
"Carson!" I warned. My claws were out. They dug into my palms to keep me calm. I could smell the rusty smell of my blood.
"Alpha, I didn't take you as a one-minute wolf!" He erupted in laughter.
That's it! He always ticked me and my wolf off.
I'm going to rip his tongue OUT!
In wolf speed, I tackled him to the wall. He flinched in pain as my claws sank into his throat - not sufficient to damage his carotid arteries, but enough for him to know I wasn't f*****g around with him this time.
His eyes were now pitch black, just like mine. That signified his wolf was in control. His claws were also out now as he dug them in my hands in hopes to remove them from his neck but to no avail.
I'm not just an Alpha, but I'm from a long line of Alphas going back to thousands and thousands of years. That gave me great strength.
It is believed that I am the strongest, most powerful wolf on the planet. I possess powers that my beta didn't even know about, and my pain tolerance is unbelievably out of this world.
"Jinx, you know you're no match for me?" Gidian declared.
Jinx is the name of Carson's wolf.
"I know Gidian, but a Wolf got to try," He replied.
I couldn't be mad at Jinx, I know it wasn't his fault. No one could deal with the crazy f****d up things that were in Carson's head.
"I need to speak to Carson."
Jinx hesitated at first, but he gave back authority to Carson and I took over from Gidian.
We both retreated our claws.
I saw the lacerations on his neck healing. My hand was healed the moment he retreated his claws. That was another one of my specialities. I heal ten times faster than any other werewolf.
"Dude, that was so uncalled-for!" He mumbled as he regained his composure.
I waved him off. I just wanted to get to the point before he ticks us off again, and we do something like kill him.
"I couldn't have s*x with her," I whispered.
"What do you mean you couldn't?"
I looked at him and took a deep breath. I couldn't believe what I was about to tell him.
But before I could say anything, Carson again jumped to his stupid f*****g conclusions.
"Ohhh - you mean you couldn't get it up?"
I was literally too stunned to get mad at him again. I just stood there with a dumbfounded look on my face.
"I know a guy who sells herbs for that - just say the word Alpha and I'll hook you up - "
I cut him off, I couldn't continue listening in on his nonsense.
"Just shut the f**k up Carson, pleaseeee," I sighed. "Just shut up and listen for once in your life."
His mouth opened and shut like a fish out of water.
I wondered if his mom dropped him on the head when he was a pup.
"I couldn't have s*x with her because I think I started to bond with my mate."
Carson looked confused.
When a Wolf finds their mate and their bond starts to form. It becomes impossible for them to become sexually attracted to anyone else.
The first thing a wolf does to establish a bond with their mate is to pick up on their unique smell.
Once that smell is registered. The s****l need for their mate increases, until they're fully marked and mated with each other.
I explained this to Carson.
"But how is that possible if you haven't actually seen her?" He asked, still a little confused.
So, I told him a story of an old wolf I once knew, who had lost his sight in a battle against witches.
He found his mate a year after he went blind.
He didn't need to see her to know she was his mate. He just had to catch her scent.
The realisation hit Carson like a bullet he didn't see coming. "Oh my gosh, your mate was here! My Luna was here. We have to find her man!" He started to nervously chew on his nails.
A pack is not completed until the Alpha finds his Luna.
With her by my side, I would not be the only one whose power will increase, but every member of our pack will become ten times stronger and faster. Carson knew this.
"Yes, I have to find her now that I know that she was here."
If a wolf doesn't find their mate by their twenty-sixth birthday, they will lose them forever.
They will lose most of their strength, and they will always feel a void in their soul.
It's a way the Moon Goddess ensures that we all, as wolves, prioritize finding our mates.
"But how was she here and nobody saw her? I could smell that she was human."
"I plan on discovering that out too," I said while I moved towards the exit.
"Where are you going?" Carson asked.
Without stopping, I answered, "I'm taking my wolf for a run." And with that, I left him in my quarters.
I bolted down the stairs and headed through the front door.
As soon as my bare feet touched the soft soil, I transformed into my black-furred wolf.
Into the woods, we ran. We were going so fast that we could barely feel our paws touching the ground. It was almost like we were flying.
The wind whipped us from all angles. It felt amazing against our fur.
My wolf was enjoying this. We hadn't gone out for a run in a couple of days.
We continued at full speed.
Trees blurred in our vision as we passed them.
Something caught our ears!
It sounded like running water. We ran towards where the sound was coming from.
A stream.
We slowed our pace and padded our way over.
We took a drink. The water was cool and refreshing.
Our mind went back to our mate. We laid down in the patch of grass beside the stream.
"Do you think we'll find her?" Gidian asked.
"We have to," I replied.
"Something's wrong, tell me?"
I just couldn't hide anything from him.
"I want to find our mate but I also can't stop thinking about the dream girl" I confessed.
"She isn't real. I promise when we find our mate and complete our bond, you won't look at another woman in that way ever again."
It is true. Once I complete the bond with our mate. She will be the centre of everything in my life.
Little mate, I'm coming to find you.