LOVELY KARMA

CHAPTER 6: COLD WHISPERS.

VIVIAN'S POV

I couldn't get the thought of our kiss out of my head,it was really magical. besides that was my first kiss, and I really got close to him. the way he kissed me shows that he wants me as much as I want him. he's abs and the way his hair felt in my hands,he could really drive a lady crazy, I mean......

I got drifted out of my thoughts when I heard the knock on my door. who could that be. "come in!". The door flung open and my mom came into view with scrowl and disappointment written all over her face. "mom?" I said and quickly stood up. "is this what you really want?is it?" she said. " mom I don't understand what you mean" I said pretending to be confused. " I've told you countless times to leave that boy alone, he's really bad for you..." "but that's what I want Mom, I'm turning eighteen next week, I'm not a kid anymore, it's my choice, it's my life, I'm not going to let you live it for me" I said cutting my mom's words. " we're not having this talk again,why can't you do as you're told for once, I'm your mother" "Yes you're my mother, doesn't mean that I should go against my will to fulfill yours, you know what? I'm done with all this bullshit" I said and walked away. " don't you dare walk out on me" I heard her say but I'm not having any of it, atleast not today.

I angrily stormed into the garden, cuz that's were I always go to anytime I'm angry or sad, it's always peaceful in the garden. my anger dissipated when I saw Lucas uprooting the weed there, the thought of us kissing at the pool came to my mind, I could feel myself blushing.

I went straight to him and said. "Hi!" but he didn't want to answer, like we didn't kiss yesterday, I went in front of him and stood right in front of his work. " please I don't need any drama today, you could just walk away or avoid me" he finally said. " excuse me? but you're not the boss of me and don't act nonchalantly with me, cuz I know that you want me as badly as I do, could you stop being a chicken and Man up" I said annoying him the more. instead he wanted to walk away but I hurriedly climbed on his back and he lost his balance, making the both of us hitting the floor, I suddenly started laughing and he laughed too, we were both covered in mud, then I straddled him. "Can I ask you something?" I asked and he nodded. "Do you like me?" came out of my mouth, I didn't know the reason I said that but I really wanted to be sure. He stared at me for a long time before saying. "Even if I do, it'll be useless but we can't be together, and you know that." "I know that but I really do love you, maybe we should be meeting up in our old basement,no one goes there" I said. he felt reluctant about it and said. " I don't know about that...." " I want us to have s*x" I said and then I realized what I said. " what!!?" he said. " My birthday is next week and I'm turning eighteen, I want it to be my birthday gift from you to me" " I can't do that, your father could kill me" he said getting me off of him. " please just once, and nobody would know about it I promise." I said and went close to him and kissed him, I knew that he wouldn't resist me. he started giving in gradually and it was really getting heated up, he shoved his hands into my sleeveless blouse and cupped my breast, I moaned into his mouth, and I could tell that by the sound of his groaning, he was already hard. Then he pulled away and cupped my face,we were staring at each other now and I could see the lust in his eyes. " we should better stop cuz I don't think I could hold myself if we continue" he said. " but I don't want you to hold back,we could do it here if you want,or...or in my room" I said. my brain was already cloudy and I couldn't even recognize my own voice anymore. but I think it's a good idea for us to stop. " we should stop and your mom might probably be looking for you" he said and I nodded. "Goodbye then" I said and gave him one last kiss and stared at him for a while, he smiled and I smiled too before walking away.