Miranda’s message came at 6:47 the next morning.
He left. I’m fine.
Three words. Jane read them twice, then set her phone face-down on the kitchen counter. The silence of the apartment suddenly felt heavy, vibrating with the things Miranda wasn’t saying.
Fine. She had learned, a long time ago, that Miranda used that word the way other people used armor. It was the word you used when the bruises were still internal. Jane spent the rest of the morning staring at the city skyline, the ghost of her own past, he one she was supposed to have buried, itching under her skin. She knew that “fine” usually preceded a fallout.
She was already waiting for the other shoe to drop when the courier arrived that afternoon.
There was no name or return address on the parcel, just a wax seal she hadn’t seen in over a decade: a crude H pressed into blood-red lacquer.
Jane stared at it in the back of the car, heart tapping out a slow, sinking rhythm.
——
She told the driver to keep going when they reached the address, then circled the block once before telling him to stop.
Harold’s bar sat behind an unmarked black door nestled between a pawn shop and an abandoned laundromat. A thin brass peephole at eye level. Jane hesitated, hands cool despite the coat, then pushed the buzzer.
The door opened instantly.
The doorman was the same man who used to stand there when she was nineteen. His hair now white, but his eyes just as flat. He didn’t speak. Just held the door.
Inside, nothing had changed.
The scent hit first: expensive liquor, cedar, and a sharp whiff of tobacco that never entirely cleared, no matter how much ventilation was added. Lights were low, golden. The bar was built from thick mahogany and matched the shelves behind it, lined with bottles you couldn’t buy anywhere nearby. A jazz record spun somewhere out of view.
And behind the bar, exactly where she expected him, stood Harold.
He didn’t look up at first. Poured something dark and neat into a glass. Then, without glancing her way, said:
“You still drink whiskey like a tourist, or did you grow out of that?”
Jane stayed at the threshold. Coat still on.
“Not thirsty.”
Harold looked up. His smile was a half-step from warmth. He looked older — but not weaker. The grey in his beard made his jaw seem sharper. His suit was the kind men wore to be underestimated: charcoal, wrinkled, no tie. But the shoes were Italian, and the watch gleamed like a threat.
“Come on, then. I didn’t dust off this tomb just to hear you hover in the doorway.”
She stepped in. The door clicked shut behind her with a soft metallic hiss. She didn’t look back.
“You always hated this place,” Harold said. “Said it smelled like rot.”
“I said it smelled like you.”
That got a real smile. He took a sip of his drink and gestured to the barstool across from him.
“I’m not staying long,” she said, still standing.
“You never do. But I have something to say, and I think you’ll want to hear it.”
She studied him. Then, slowly, took off her gloves and sat.
“Go on,” she said. “Talk.”
——
“Still dress like the lawyer you pretended you’d become,” Harold said, leaning on the counter, drink in hand. “But you cut your hair. Looks good.”
Jane didn’t respond. Her eyes were scanning the room — not for exits, just for changes. There were none.
“You redecorate?”
“Only when things break.” He swirled the drink. “Nothing breaks in here unless I want it to.”
There was a pause. The kind Harold knew how to stretch just right — long enough to feel like a test.
Then, casually: “Heard Julian’s back.”
Jane blinked once. Slowly.
Harold smiled. “Thought that might get a rise.”
“You hear a lot of things,” she said.
He leaned back slightly, appraising her. “Comes with the real estate. Word travels. Especially when someone interesting moves back into town. But Julian? Now that’s a surprise. Thought he was too pretty for second chances.”
Jane tapped a knuckle against the bar. “Why am I here, Harold?”
“You’re here because I asked nicely.” He tilted his glass toward her. “And because you’re smart enough to know I don’t ask without a reason.”
“Make your point.”
He set the glass down gently.
“I know about the boy.”
Her breath caught.
She didn’t let it show.
“Leo,” Harold said, savouring the name like a rare find. “Cute kid, and I’ve seen those eyes before. ”
Jane’s spine straightened by a millimetre. “Mind your own business.”
“Everything you care about is my business.” He said it with such calm and certainty, that the sentence landed like a rule.
She opened her mouth, then shut it.
Harold nodded as if to himself. “You always had good instincts. That’s why this will go smoothly.”
He reached into the drawer beneath the counter and pulled out a folder.
He placed it between them like a peace offering. Jane didn’t touch it.
“What is it?”
“Let’s call it… context.”
She kept her eyes on him. “And what do you want?”
“Just a little access.” Harold smiled wider now, and leaned in slightly. “You’re working with Sinclair Group, yeah?”
“I’m in compliance,” Jane replied coolly.
“Mm.” He nodded as if that explained something about her. “Word is, there’s a merger. Massive. But once it goes through, a lot of people get rich.”
She stared at him. “So read the papers.”
“I don’t want papers,” Harold said. “I want angles. Names. Which way the wind’s blowing. Who stands where when the music stops.”
He tapped the folder between them once, gently.
“You help me get ahead of the curve,” he said, “and maybe I forget a few things. Things other people might think still matter.”
Her fingers twitched on the bar top. “You want insider information.”
“I want perspective,” he said, feigning innocence. “You know me, Jane. I’m not asking for blood. Just a whisper in the right ear. Just enough to keep the world from tipping too far one way.”
She finally reached for the folder, but only pushed it back toward him.
“I don’t owe you anything,” she said.
Harold chuckled. “That’s cute.”
“You think I’ll sell out my name for what? So you can shave a point off your gambling debts?”
He raised an eyebrow. “You think that’s what this is about?”
She stood. “You’re out of your depth, Harold. And you’re bored. That’s dangerous for people like you.”
He smiled again, slower this time.
“Careful,” he said, voice softening. “You’re talking like someone who thinks she got out.”
Jane didn’t sit back down.
Harold finished his drink slowly, then looked at her as if seeing a different version of her.
“You think because you have a salary now and a watch that ticks on time, you’re made of something better?” he asked. “You’re still what you were. Same girl, new coat.”
“Don’t,” she said.
“Don’t what?” He leaned forward, arms on the bar, voice tightening. “Don’t remind you who fished you out when you were sinking? Don’t mention how many people ate glass for you, just so you could walk away in heels?”
She stepped back once, but held her ground.
“I’m not afraid of you.”
“You should be afraid for him.”
Jane went still.
Harold’s eyes didn’t move, but something behind them sharpened, like he’d been waiting to say that line since she walked in.
“Cute little apartment on 9th,” he said casually.”
Her hands closed at her sides.
“You know what they say about dead weight?” he said, finishing his drink and setting it down. “It doesn’t float. It just pulls everything else down with it.”
She turned without a word and walked toward the door, every step exact.
——
She stepped into the cold with her coat still unbuttoned. The door clicked shut behind her, swallowing the din in an instant.
The street was quieter than it should have been, with only the hum of neon in the pawnshop window and the occasional passing car.
Jane walked fast. Her phone vibrated in her pocket.
Two more steps. Then a red light. She stopped at the corner, pulled the phone from her coat, and glanced down.
It is an image.
The message had arrived without a name or a number.
She tapped it open.
The photo was grainy and tilted, taken from across the street. In the centre of the frame was Leo. He was stepping out of her flat, his backpack slung over one shoulder. His head was thrown back, caught mid-laugh as he talked to someone just out of sight. He looked small. Unprotected.
Jane stood frozen at the crosswalk, phone in hand, chest contracting around a breath she couldn’t quite release. The light changed. A car honked.
She didn’t move.