The icesea woman named wisdomowl wants everyone to be happy. She just wants people to get along. She wants to rest in the forest to which she belongs to. But she stays for her 16 daughters and girlfriend and best friends and family. She slowly is breaking and she is constantly depressed. She feels the pain in her that has been shattered by people she loved and cared for. She's a lesbian she knows who she wants to be. She just wants humans to stop hurting her trees. Even now she feels broken laying in her bed cry while her music plays. She's tired of people calling others freak and other hurtful words just cause they can't be happy. She feels like a bother to her friends because she is always crying. She wants to say her goodbyes but is not sure if she should. Stars open a path for her to walk. She knows her past is something she is fighting through. She picks up her shattered heart. She mends her heart. She is always with her family, children, and friends in life. She feels like she is a curse cause people always freak out and call her the devil. How can they understand the pain and horror she's seen in the night or feels. Now she doesn't care if she's crazy. She walks with a broken heart but cares and helps those she cares for deeply. Sometimes she wonders why do I bother, maybe I should just dance my own rainbow. Cause at least I can feel happy and build my own ocean to my heart.