Stella Thinking about who could do this but why James, was he hiding something that someone wants or revenge. I don't know the whole story of James he didn't tell me much about him when we started dating. I can't stress too much it's not good for the baby, I need to think happy thoughts. I promise myself that I will find an answer to all of this. Looking at the sky from the window of my room, I can't sleep. Thinking last night with Daniel, I never thought I will do that with my best friend. I can't lie that their some feels in there because they are, it's making want to jump on him and never let him go of me. I never felt this way with James, maybe it was full of lust and desires but with Daniel, it felt perfect like it always has been when we were little. I always have a crush on h

