i highly suggest to listen the official soundrack of TMTI, play the song Lovely by Billie Eilish. Yes, I stan her!°♡
Chapter 60 - The Untold Story of a Painter
This is why I love Billie Eilish's songs. It describes mentally, emotionally, or physically trapped as the lyrics say. It describes how I'm feeling lovely and lonely and exhausted, or whatever dark adjectives I describe. One thing for sure, it's happening again... like before.
Right now, it worsens. It didn't lessen, the feeling only adds up and what's worst is... nobody's here to help me.
But the inner part of me says I can get throught it even if nobody's going to help me again. Even if nobody knows what I'm experiencing inside. I can get through it.
No one else out there will understand how I felt. No one else except myself.
