Chapter 36: Skinny-dippingI was the first to wake the following morning and I slipped quietly out of the tent and stood in the early morning sunlight, stretching and incredibly glad to be alive. Then I found a tree and took a long, much-needed pee, pissing away the day’s first erection. Afterward, I went for a quick swim, then walked to the rocks at the far end of the bend and sat down, letting the sun dry me off. I watched the water drift lazily past and thought about Rodney, one of my first boyfriends. I f****d him once, right here, sitting on these rocks with the sun beating down on us. f****d him hard and proper. Then he f****d me hard and proper. We spent much of our time giving each other blow jobs. I thought I was in love, but he lasted about three weeks and he was gone, and I was

