When break time was over, we resumed shooting again. However, I could not concentrate. I kept spacing out and making mistakes, even on things that were not supposed to be errors. I was so thankful that the director and the team were lenient with me. Instead of scolding me through the megaphone for the many NGs I had caused, he got up from his seat and headed to where I was.
“Yi, are you alright?” he asked, looking at me with eyes full of concern. I became even guiltier for being a burden to everyone.
“I’m sorry, director. I just…” I trailed off, not knowing how to put it. I could not just tell him I was conflicting about my feeling to Xia, could I?
“Maybe you need another break. We can take an early rest. It’s nearly time for dinner, anyway.”
I wanted to protest, thinking it would be a
