“Awww. No mama. Don’t cry.” I tell her. She takes my hand in hers and holds it firmly. My dad is by her side rubbing her back. “I am so sorry. The nurse said not to cause you any distress. I just.....” she lets a little sob and calms herself. “I just.. I was so scared. I have never prayed and begged God so hard before. I was so afraid that I won’t see my baby girl again. Nothing has ever terrified me like this. And when I saw you lying down there....” she breaks into more sobs. Reid standing on the other side of the bed is rubbing my arms comfortingly. “What your mother is trying to say is she was scared and hell I have never felt so much fear before in my life munchkin.” Dad says looking at me with misty eyes. His talk frame peering down into my face and holding mama as she sobs a

