It’s okay to feel this way. I watch Clare and Reid in their embrace. I should stop being a selfish and self-absorbed b***h because I don’t know how I can be feeling jealous and bitchy. She just lost her friend and here I am feeling bad that she’s wrapped in the arms of my man, albeit it is for comfort. I want him to show concern and they are friends but why do I feel somehow. I met them together when I dropped by and I told her I felt bad about her loss. It is a big blow on the whole community and we are trying to just grapple at the fact that someone we might know , that’s walking around us. Someone we might trust is walking around us killing women, hurting and raping them. For whatever twisted reason. It has everyone tensed and wrung tight. Families are sending their daugh

