For many reasons I have come to believe that I and Reid cannot work out although I wish we could but at the same time I don’t want to be wi he someone who is only with me because I forced him to be with me or because he is trying not to hurt my feelings and make me mad or some s**t like that.
Throughout the ride home I have been thinking of what it will be like to be with him when he is this way. The guilt, anger and uncertainty will eat him up and he will grow to resent me.
What type of Romantic affair will that be?
If it’s going to take convincing and begging him to love me or need me as much as I need need him then it’s not worth it I tell you.
I turn to look at the way the light hits the brown mass of curls on his head. His hair is growing out from the blunt military cut and in
