“Open your eyes pretty girl.” I whisper to her. It’s noon already. I left her to sleep and now I made dinner and want her to wake up and eat and also spend time with me. She sighs and turns over putting her front to me. She’s so cute. I watch her face scrunch up and watch her. she’s so beautiful. Her hair has loosened out of the braid she put it in so her fan fans on the pillow. Her face is rested and calm with sleep. Her heart shaped face look so beautiful. I have never seen someone so beautiful in my life I watch her and feel something move in my chest. This overwhelming feeling of happiness and rightness. I want to watch her sleep and watch her wake up every morning. This is a strange feeling but first I don’t want to drag her into my chaos of a life. She deserves someone better

