APOLOGY JOHN Neala is right… I can't be upset with Beth, or her for that matter. All this magic and demon crap is a lot. I would have never believed Neala if she just told me the truth before I knew everything. Yea, we're friends - friends in the way a highly functional alcoholic is friends with their favorite bartender. I don't really know much about her. I mean, what the hell was all that about her being 'born into this,' anyway? I guess that's just one more thing I'll need to find out in time. But I guess I understand. A shower definitely helped put things into perspective, though. Maybe I should have taken one last night after our chat in The Vault, it might have put me to sleep. After I finish up and get dressed, I sit in the steamed bathroom for a minute just to relax. I'm almost

