It dawned on me that a man, when pushed to the wall, has great potential.
I have never cried like this before, except for me, when my parents died and my children died.
Jiang Mingchu leng, shrewd eyes swept on my face, in the exploration of my heartbreak is true or false.
His brow was furrowed and his lips were pursed, almost ready to open his mouth.
Without giving him a chance to perform, I accused him again in tears.
Jiang Mingchu, what is it that I did not do well enough, you want to treat me like this? Didn't you say you would cherish me and love me for the rest of my life? So your vows and your vows in front of my parents, all bullshit! Only a year, we married only a year ah Jiang Mingchu, you cheated to find a mistress...... What have I done wrong that you should treat me like this?"
With that, I took the typed and signed divorce papers from the bedside drawer and threw them at him.
You beat me, insult me to have an affair, not just want me to divorce you, Hi and the woman outside double double!" Ok, I will help you! We divorce!
I cried hysterically, constantly accusing him of being ungrateful, and tried my best to interpret a lost housewife who was too sad because of her husband's cheating and domestic violence, but was obviously not willing to give up her marriage.
This superb acting can be repaired in a short period of time so pure, but also thanks to Xu Weitang afternoon sent psychological tricks: in the negotiation, without interruption to throw the topic to each other, one by one, so that his brain has no time to think carefully, too busy.
Jiang Mingchu at first just coldly looked at me, as if I was in dressy acting, or really sad broken.
Gradually, he showed some helplessness and regret.
He was probably convinced that Nguyen Cheng, who had always thought simple and stupid, was a beautiful flower raised by his parents. Where had he ever seen anything sinister? He must have everything under control.
He picked up the papers that had fallen on the floor, looked at them, frowned and asked me, "Are you divorcing me?"
My tears came up, and my voice got hoarse and choked. "Or what? Jiang Mingchu, we married because of love. Now that there is no love between us, what is the meaning of this marriage?"
Jiang's brow quivered, and then he sat down on the edge of the bed, pressing his temples with both hands, showing a look of great pain.
After a while, he raised his head to look at me, his eyes red, and his voice even more regretfully prayed, "Wife, I don't want a divorce."
I shouldn't have hit you. If you want to hit me or scold me, you can do it. I only ask you to forgive me.
"Anyway, I don't want a divorce."
"Who says we don't have love?" "As for me cheating... I deserve to die."
Jiang Mingchu said, slapped himself in the face, and then red eyes, grabbed my hand, a look of repentance, "wife, please forgive me, I just made the mistake that men all over the world will make..."
"We have been together for so many years, I have been abiding by the etiquette to you, may say you do not believe, I have never touched you before, that aspect can be restrained, but when I touched you, I simply can not help the impulse to you, you are so beautiful, I have once, how can not want?"
"But at that time you just pregnant. The pregnancy is serious, the doctor stressed that you can not have s*x, I have to solve myself every time, I really suffer."
"Wife, do you think, if I do not cherish you, love you, love you for so many years, I will not touch you?
Which time the arrow is on the line, you say no, I agree?"
Jiang Mingchu and I were together for five or six years.
During these five or six years, we were not alone much. I lived on campus for both undergraduate and graduate students, and only lived together when we traveled during holidays.
What my parents taught me when I was young is: do what you should do at the right age and be irresponsible. You can pursue freedom and love as you like, but you must have the ability and responsibility for your own choices.
At that time, Jiang Mingchu and I were very good feelings, but every time when the feeling was strong, I would wake up, thinking that I was still studying, and many times Jiang Mingchu wanted to cook mature rice, I refused.
One time, I remember it was after he proposed to me and met my parents, he took me to the neighborhood to play, at that time I had already agreed to his marriage proposal, couldn't bear the night his soft and hard to say yes.
But he stopped halfway through.
Because Jiang Mingchu did not prepare condoms.
I dare not risk, ginger Mingchu a little impatient, said will not be so accurate to be recruited, where have so good luck? takeeasy.
Also do not know how, at that time my mind has been echoing Xu Weitang to give me advice, she said man, so the thing, although ginger Mingchu polite to me, but which man does not want to eat meat ah? It's not that you can't have s*x with Jiang Mingchu, after all, eating men and women, it's normal to have ideas and desires, but Zhen, you are still studying now, you must remember safety measures, or you want to take part in the graduate graduation defense with a belly? Where will Professor Ruan's face go then?
I thought that my parents had not agreed to our marriage, and I was enrolled in graduate school. The supervisor is the most hated student who does not pay attention to academic work. Besides, I was near the safety period, and I certainly could not do without measures.
I insisted on having a set, but it was late at night, and Jiang Mingchu was not very happy to go out in the middle of the night to buy it, and it was over.
Jiang Mingchu said here, but also tears, a hug me, "As for the child, I am a bastard, I should not say those hurt you, but the wife, the baby is gone, I am also very sad sad, from your pregnancy I prepare for you, prepare for the baby, you should see how much I look forward to the child!"
When it comes to children, I really feel like a knife!
I burst into tears and cried so hard that my voice was dumb. I pushed Jiang Mingchu away and slapped him in the face one after another!
Who the f**k are you to mention my baby? !
What qualifications do you have?
You are the one who killed my child with your own hands, and yet here you pretend to suffer and play pain? !
Ginger Mingchu fundus across angry, but he was pressed, he even knelt in front of me, grabbed my hand to slap his own slap, "wife, you hit me! As long as you can calm down, you can kill me! I'm not getting a divorce, no matter what! I swore at the grave of my parents that I would take care of you for the rest of my life. I said that I would take care of you for the rest of my life. One day less, one second less, is not a lifetime!"
Look, you look, this affectionate good man appearance! This wonderful acting!
I can't wait to get to the kitchen and grab a knife and chop this piece of scum to pieces!
How on earth could he be so unscrupulous?