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Emma
I’m moving. I know I’m moving, but not much else. I try and ask someone—anyone—why I’m moving, but no words form. I hear them. Where are we going? But my lips don’t move, except to smile foolishly. I curl up on whatever I’m lying on—a bed, the floor, a chair, I don’t know—and fight the urge to cry. The urge is almost overwhelming. I can’t think; thinking has become impossible. I can’t even feel. I don’t know where I am. I just want to wake up, but this isn’t a dream. I just want to be me again.
I am numb all over, completely numb, from head to toe. I can’t feel a thing, just numbness. I can’t see. I can barely breathe. My breaths come in quick gasps. I open my eyes, but I see nothing. I listen as hard as I can, as closely as I can, but I hear nothing. I try and smell, but I smel
