Beckham I find a table alone at breakfast. There's no way I'm sitting near Xavier, and I'm fed up with the awkwardness of Ashley's group. For the past few days all they've every talked about is "the hike", a mysterious camp activity that may or may not be taking place in the distant future that nobody really seems to know anything about. I'm rarely in the mood for gossip, and I have no interest in trading conspiracy stories; so with both Xavier and Ashley's tables out of the picture, I have no choice but to sit by myself. I know that I look like a loser sitting by myself in the corner. It's nothing new to me. I've been that girl before— the one that people avoid, and whisper about. They can say whatever they want about me. It doesn't bother me anymore. I'm digging listlessly at a ha

