March 10
Someone said this about cocaine: enough is never enough.
If you’ve done coke more than once or twice, you know what that means. Coke short-circuits all the common sense regulators in your brain and makes you a traitor, even to yourself. It is almost like you’ve let a little demon in and it’s made you its Linda Blair. What I mean is, you can pretty much lose control after a few snorts…no matter what you promised yourself beforehand. It doesn’t matter if you’re getting zero pleasure from doing coke, it doesn’t even matter if it’s making you feel sick. You always want more, and usually the only thing that will stop you is running out.
And then the fun begins. It’s usually getting light outside by the time you’ve finished your eight ball or whatever and you feel so exhausted, but j
