Feelings
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[JOHN'S POV]
I hate how she makes me feel,she makes me feel weak and that's not who I am.I am the most feared student in school but since I saw her the first day she transferred to our school I can't explain how am feeling this is something new to me.Today when she came in class my heart was beating so loud it's not as if am crushing on her cz she's not all that cute ok I lied She's is amazingly beautiful but I have a reputation to keep
I know nothing about her all I know is that she lives with an old woman on a big ranch.She's probably some spoilt little brat who cares about no one,She doesn't talk alot but I see her with her friends laughing and having fun but something about her makes me want to punch anyone she talks to.
"FAT ASS OR SHOULD I SAY UGLY NERD",Well am not proud of what I said to her but as I said I have a Rep to keep my friends who I know aren't my real friends we only hang because we drink and smoke together think am untouchable and that's true I fear nobody.I have slept with so many girls but that's just it I never go back there,its just one night stand and nothing more.
I want her to suffer for some reason but I don't understand why my heart is bleeding after I saw her cry.Why am I behaving like this?I almost followed her but then my ego "FAT ASS" I shouted and I turned to my friends and we left.
The day went great but I couldn't help but wonder how she was doing at lunch time I saw her and her friends but from where I was I could tell she had been crying.Am I a horrible person?
[Lucy's POV]
I cried for the better part of the day but thanks to my friends I was not alone at lunch time I could feel his eyes on me.His eyes were that of a predator all I could think about was what was he going to do next.I could see his eyes were burning with anger and I didn't want to get hurt again.I couldn't take it anymore so I left the cafeteria
Science was my last subject today and I was glad I was done for the day,it was great coz he was not in science class with me but I could still feel someone watching me.The worst thing is that tears kept rolling everytime I remembered his cruel words
[John's POV]
Why does it hurt so much when I see her tears,i hate her so much.I couldn't take it anymore so I did what I knew was good took out a packet of cigarettes and went behind the classes to smoke but before I could do anything I heard people coming and I hid behind a bush to my surprise I saw Lucy and her friends,yeah I know her name. She was still crying but it was so weird because I only harassed her in the morning why then was she still crying
I watched them leave and felt so bad this feelings that I feel are fake there is nothing called love!why am I even thinking about it to hell with her and her fat body.
[Lucy's POV]
I woke up the following day having a banging headache I guess because I cried myself to sleep,i went downstairs and found my granny making pancakes and trust me they are yummy.She smiled and started talking God knows I wasn't listening but then my phone started ringing and I picked it up,It was the guys arguing and asking me if was ready for shopping.I forgot I promised to go out with them today
By noon we were already at the mall,i bought some nice stuff and so did my friends we were in the mall for quite some time until I started feeling hungry"You love eating"Nick says smiling.We started walking out but my eyes met with deep dark ones it was as if time slowed down they were so cold that they sent a shiver down my spine.They belonged to the one person I hate in this world Johnie I mean John
He smirked and all I did was break our eye connection and looked down as we left the mall,My phone buzzed indicating I had a message but I didn't quite get the message "I am sorry "probably a wrong number
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