It's been the hardest four months of my life. The life i once knew has changed and i am alone again. I've never really been alone. I had my parents, then when they died i had my sister for a while. When that ended, i was alone maybe three days before Noah found me and healed me from the wounds the beta left on me.
And after that he would just bug me the rest of the seven years we were together. And now he's gone, Felix is gone, and i've seen Miles maybe twice a month and it lasts long enough for us to say 'hi' and 'bye'.
When we first met i wouldn't have cared, but the longer i'm here i'm getting closer to him. Even wihtout talking the mate bond is growing. And i miss him. I want him back here. Everyday.
I get my mind off things and sit at the river, grabbing rocks from the bank and
