I stood outside in the freezing cold, shivering uncontrollably because I'd rather be out here than surrounded by the evil men in there.
I was being overwhelmed my thoughts; they weren't making my decision any easier.
I can't hurt Haze. I don't want to hurt him like the way Ace hurt me so for that reason I'm choosing Haze.
Ace is toxic. He's broken and damaged, impulsive, and reckless, selfish, and cruel. I don't even have one bad thing to say about Haze. He is a good guy.
He's the right guy and he's the safe option.
I stared up at the stars that shined so brightly above me. The stars were so beautiful. It was nights like these that made me want to live. I felt cold air move in and out of my lungs, it felt almost therapeutic to appreciate for just a moment that I was alive.
It's a lot
