SEQUENCE OF FEELINGS

EPISODE 5

"why did you tell me that now?? it tooks me months of therapy and now you'll telling me im not hallucinating" inis na sabi sakin ni jeff hawak hawak ng dalawa niyang kamay ang ulo nya.

"sooory" saad ko habang naka peace sign.

-napasama ata yong pag sabi ko aahh, ilang minuto rin nagpaalam na sa amin si jeff.

"well in any case ..... i advice you to move out of that weird place... umalis kana agad bago ikaw naman ang mabiktima" mensahe nito saakin bago niya kami iwan sa labas ng bakery

"alam mo alanys that jeff! he has a point kailangan mo na talaga lumipat" saad naman ni klient sa akin habang naglalakad kami

"believe me, gusto ko naman. But my lease demands that i find a replacement, before i can get out of my contract"

"alanys?" tawag nito sa akin nakinahinto ko

"whaaat haaa?"

"i dont care had you not signed the lease, they would have found someone else anyway, what's difference does it make you transferring the lease to another one"

"d*amn klient, what a bright idea"

"ohh thank you"

"with that, being said money can be made my life much more important, i don't want to vanish from existence hahanap ako ng taong pwedeng pumalit sa apartment, if and only if they still willing to sign after i fully disclose what we heard today"

"g*ga, they'll assume your crazy or joking to be honest alanys"

"what should I do then?"

"put in AD requirement must be beechass"

"I'll transfer to a beechass in a heart beat though" saad ko habang pinag iisipan to

(" i can't afford rent in 2 places") saad ng utak ko

"until then i have no where to go, i have to stay put for time being" balik na sagot ko naman kay klient

"uhg.. ang dorm ka subrang strikto pagdating sa overnight guest.. otherwise you could just stay with me"

"wag ka mag alala klient.. hanap nalang ako ng ibang paraan"

"well actually i have a test in 5hrs" pakamot na saad nito

"halaa paano yan? mag dadrive kapa 3hrs pabalik"

-bigla nalang din ako napa singaw ng maalala ko si ms. moishe, my gosh i left ms. moishe alone in the apartment with that mr. unknown guy.

"bye klient, good luck on your test thanks for coming" patakbong paalam ko rito

-pero hindi pa man ako nakakalayo ng may naalala ulit ako kaya binalikan ko ulit si klient

"holy sh*t why did you come back" takang tanong nito

"you - you said you gave me a ride remember?"

"ohh true" saad nito na kinalumo ng mukha nya

"are you late can i just rent a taxi?"

"naaah, it's fine" pakamot sa batok na sagot nito

*FEW MINUTES LATER

-hindi pa man ako nakakapasok sa apartment ng bigla kong maalala yong mga kinuwento ni jeff kanina about mitsy, kinabahan akong binubuksan ang pinto ... pagpasok ko agad bumungad sa harap ko si mr. unknown guy na nakaharap sa my bookshelf at my hawak na isang libro.

"yo-you.? what exactly are you .. this is the opposite of getting out,.. hump what am i doing" tarantang tanong ko rito pati na rin sa sarili ko habang nakatayo parin sa may pinto

-di ko inaasahan ang pag biglang lingon dito sa gawing direksyon ko, binalik dito ang librong hawak niya ang naglakad papunta sa akin

"whoooooo.. no! no! no! jan ka lang sa kinatatayuan mo . no! don't come here... don't take another step oh no, don't take another step after that" singaw ko rito habang lumalaki ang mata ko pero siya patuloy pa rin ang paglalakad papunta sa direksyon ko " i need to leave right now" akmang bubuksan ko na sana ang pinto ng bigla nitong sinara

-para akong Maiihi at maiiyak sa subrang kaba kasi mr. unknown guy nasa likuran ko na, dahan dahan ko tong hinarap

"back off" tipid na saad ko rito sabay tulak kasi para bang nagpapacute to.

-laking gulat ko ng hindi to nawala, hindi tulad ng dati na pag nahawakan ko bigla nalang siya nawawala, and i thought he was a ghost or something.. pero yong kamay ko ramdam na ramdam yong init ng katawan niya at ang pabango nya amoy na amoy sa loob ng apartment, pero bakit ang katawan niya lumiliwanag.. at hindi siya tumitingin directly at me, i swipe my hands trough her face , sumayaw na rin ako sa harapan niya

"oh my gosh, you don't see me. do you.?" takang tanong ko rito

-then why did he approach to simply close the opened door

"he doesn't see or even hear me! shoot baka ako yong multo .. pero dhaaaa nakikita palang ako ni klient kanina" nakanguso kong bulyaw

-habang kinakain ko ang sarili ko, ng bigla kong marinig na tumahol si ms. moishe at patakbong pumunta sa direksyon namin, lalapitan ko sana to ng maunahan ako ni mr. unknown guy

"humm he likes my dog .. heart---" saad ko sana ng bigla akong my naalala "okay okay do not fangirl alanys remember a girl went missing because of him" kaya sinampal sampal ko ang sarili ko

-habang hinihimas ni mr. unknown guy si ms. moishe nakita kong kinuha nito ang cellphone nya at my bigla etong tinawagan.

"a ghost have phone.? that so odd. pero sino tinatawagan niya.? maybe her friends"

-then my phone is ringing