I hope you're enjoying the story so far. Honestly this chapter took forever to write and it drained me. XXXXXXXXXXX The holidays were anything but jolly. You might think for a second that 'hey it's Raiden, he's depressed, he's making bigger deals out of nothing'. Trust me, I wish that was true this time. Have you ever felt like you're the reason bad s**t is happening? Like you're the reason a lot of damage is being caused? Like you're the reason people are hurting? Like you're the reason people died? How can I not feel that way when I know for sure that it happened because I was the target. As cliché sayings go: death is a dark cloud and whatever. I tell you it's not. Death is not a cloud nor a mythical creature with a scythe gathering souls. Death is a person. A human that resemb

