"Can you please tell me where we're going? It's making me anxious more than I already am." I spoke between huffs of breath. I didn't have my jacket on because we rushed outside the house without any previous planning. "I'm sorry love. We're going to my house." "What fo-" my words froze in my throat upon processing what he said. He called me 'love'. A dangerous silence suddenly filled Thomas's Mercedes. Did I like it or was I scared? Frightened was I. I didn't want love. Dad's love brought us his death. Mom's love brought us her absence. Blake's love brought us what's worse than the latter two. "I'm sorry it's a slip of a tongue" Thomas said. I didn't reply and he didn't say anything afterwards. I was hoping the silence takes it away. Upon seeing me hugging my arms, he turned on

