Chapter 5 Our Past
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~~Arjun's P. O. V~~~
~~Few Months Back~~~
"Shhh.., don't make any sound. Just hide there." whispered Riya. Scared as hell her mom was knocking at her bedroom door and she hid me under her bed.
I have been in many girl's bed but this is different. I was under one. This is funny.
"I like it.
Its adventurous" I hushed from underneath when Riya covered me with bed sheet giving me an angry look.
"Shh" she hushed.
She then went to her door opening it a little. " yes mummy?"
"Open your door. I need some of your earings." Said her mother.
"..Umm..yeah..s..sure " nervously she slowly opened the door.
I could see her mother's feet moving around the room towards the dresser. There she stood for sometime probably trying different earings. All the while I could see two pairs of feet close to each other which means Riya was standing just beside her mother to avoid any suspicion.
Believe me she has been very brave in inviting me to her house at this hour. Actually I insisted but I didn't know she would agree.
She said her parents are going out to attend a wedding party and nobody's at home. Her little brother Ahaan was already asleep and her parents will be leaving soon.
I can always be adventurous in meeting my girls you know. I climbed through the window into her room
And now I am stuck under her bed. Lolz.
Just when she was about to leave I could see those feet coming in my direction. Now I was scared. I don't want to be caught and punished to death. God save me.
"What is this, Riya" her mom said pulling the bed cover in her hand and giving a glare at her.
I was visible now but her mom could't see as she was turned to face Riya.
Riya was shocked at her act. She could see me. She ran to my rescue. She imidiatly pulled the cover down and settled to hide me.
"Ehh I'll take care of this you go." She said.
" but you are 18 and yet you keep your room so untidy. When will you learn child. At your age I was.."
"Mom" she cut her off.
Oh god when will this lady go. My knees were hurting.
"I will take care of this you go. Papa must be looking for you. You guys are late already. When will you learn to be on time huh? Go go go." She pushed her out of the room and shut the door.
Few..finally I relaxed my leg and tud
"OUCH" I hit my head.
"Today is a bad day." I declared coming out.
"I am so sorry Arjun. You had to hide in there and you got hurt too because of me. I feel so bad" Riya looked tensed as she apologised to me for no reason. This act of her made me smile.
"I don't forgive like this.." I teased her getting closer as she moved away as if teasing me in return.
"What are you upto?" She started blushing. Man I love when girls blush like this.
I held her hand and turning her around and I pulled her to me. I hugged her tight from behind.
She smelled so good and I could feel how delicate and soft she was. How could a girl be everything. So beautiful and talented at the same time. I remember when I first saw her at school. She had some logs of hair on her face with which she was struggling and reading a book at the same time. I asked some boys about her and they said she is the good girl man your not gonna get her. She tops in all her exams. She ain't gonna fall for you. Well I took it as a challenge and did make her mine.
But then there is always a guilt of something I dont know what.
I guess good girls aways falls for the bad guys. Or even I dont know how she fell but I worked hard man.
Still.
God know how she really fell for me. A smile crept on my lips while thinking of all the crazy things I did for her.
Thinking this I pressed her closer to me. Breathing in her aromatic air.
I could feel her smiling too. I pulled her hair at her one shoulder and her beautiful neck was visible. I gave a feathery soft kiss on her neck and she turned to me and hid her face on my chest.
Oh god this girl is amazing.
Still blushing she put her hands on my chest beside either side of her face. I felt so good. She is so beautiful.
" Baby are you okay..?" I whispered to her. She just nodded. Not moving from where she was.
"Did I do something I shouldn't have?" I felt worried. I did not want to hurt her in any way at least not right now. This moment felt so good.
I don't know why. I never felt this way for any girl. Girls have always tried to seduce me. No one I've dated ever felt shy of anything. But she is so different. She is so pure.
This made me wonder.
What is she doing with a boy like me.
Everyone knew my reputation with girls. Everyone knew I never got serious about relationships. I've always thought serious relationships are bullshit. Nobody gave a damn I never cared for anybody. Then why is she with me? Even if I did those many things a boy do to impress a girl she should know better.
She should understand people.
I think she is way too innocent to understand people. She has always been loyal to me. But what I do is wrong. Reality struck me.
I shouldn't take advantage of this girl. This girl is so pure she need better. I don't deserve her. She deserve someone better. I should..shou..should breakup with her.
She deserves better. I am so wrong I cannot even fix what I did for so many years. I am not made for a girl with such pure heart. I began to question my self respect.
"Riya..I.." I will end this today. God give me strength. I dont wanna break her heart but I will have to do this. She should not live with a jerk like me.
"I love you." She said which surprised me.
"I love you Arjun" she said with love filled in her eyes. And my world froze.
She started smiling. This was not the first time she told me she loves me but this time it was serious. It showed in her eyes. She was really in love with me. Can this be possible. I felt like a worst person in this whole world.
In an instant I felt a feeling of regret.
This beautiful girl in front me was honestly in love with me and all I did to her was cheating on her all this while. What do I do now?
How should I fix this?
Man I screwed up hard.
"Hey? What happened? You seemed tensed is everything okay?" She shook me out of my thoughts.
"Umm. Nothing..I love you too." I said to her and then some happened which made my whole life beautiful.
She jumped and hugged to so tight. I felt so much loved and cared for I have never felt in my whole life.
It gets very difficult to understand how someone can care for a person and love them without anything in return. I mean I have never known any love.
I've lost my mother while I was very young and I never had a great relationship with my dad. He was always busy with his business. I never knew this love thing. I never thought someone will actually love me.
She was holding me with love and care. I pulled her and saw her smiling at me. At that time I realised I actually liked her. I never thought about it before but now I feel this. She made me happy. Thats all I knew. I felt so strong feeling for her right now that I wanted to kiss her so much. But I don't know if this was right or not. After all this while what I did wasn't right and now if I do she will expect good from me. Which I am not capable of. I felt horrible about myself.
Thinking. Deciding. Rethinking this process was making me more turned on. I was growing impatient every second. Oh god help me. I promise this is the last time.
" What happened? Why are you so impatient" she asked confused.
"You talking is not helping love" I said with this I shout her mouth with mine.
I kissed her so passionately that each and every second was making me fall for her. Every emotion was flooding out of me. I was.. I guess I was..just may be a little But I know I shouldn't.
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Above is the picture of Riya.
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