Clara I buried my face against my pillow the moment I entered my apartment. Then screamed. Not loudly. Just enough to release the humiliation currently destroying my soul. “Oh my God.” I rolled dramatically across my bed before grabbing the nearest pillow and smashing it against my face. Why was I like this? Why did Reig always make me malfunction like a broken appliance? And most importantly Why did I practically expose myself earlier? “How was I supposed to react?” Disgusting. Horrifying. Mortifying. I sounded jealous. Because I was jealous. And the worst part? Reig knew. I groaned loudly again. Maybe I should move countries. That sounded reasonable. I grabbed my phone from my bedside table out of habit. Then paused. Why was I even checking it? I literally blocke

