THE RETURN

i still have a chance

i know that it will be a tiring day but i can't avoid today nor the coming days i have to face everything but once again iam pushed back to the corners. is i have to go tomorrow just for knowing nithya is selected. But iam reassuring myself not to be too disappointed i can still work on the backside crew.

we have a discussion today about the matter.the club is quite,nithya and ameen are together standing at the side of stage but from the atmosphere look like they didn't come to a conclusion, is that mean i still have a chance.and most importantly why does he staring at me,a tall and muscular figure with cold eyes staring at me and standing on the corner leaning to the wall with hand crossed giving a look i don't care and i can't deny that he is handsome.its definitely sameer, i don't know why, but he always gave me an indifferent look in my past life just like iam some murderer or something.i expect the same attitude or things can become troublesome.i don't want to change so many things or there will be a chance for backfire.

looks like ameen looking in to this side, he have that same apologetic look as the morning.ameen came to find me today morning it was a chance to say thankyou but the situation was difficult.

ameen greeted me warmly but he was like a sad puppy. i clearly know what was that look means. he told me that the team doesn't make a final decision about the pianist role. surely ameen favours nithya looks like some of them don't agree.nithya was also a candidate in previous year but priya got selected finally but sadly before the competition she quit the team and most of the team members are second years so its natural to select nithya rather than me.so he is advising me to think about it more.but that troubled look,he always makes that face when he have to do something he doesn't want to he is asking me to quit in behalf of someone else and that person we all know. But it also means i still have a chance.