By the time the dishes are stacked and the last arguments about who’s on clean‑up settle, my ears are ringing.
I slip out onto the side porch, needing air that doesn’t taste like too many heartbeats in one room.
Night has dropped cleanly over Grimvale. The yard is a patchwork of shadow and silver; the forest beyond is a darker wall. Crickets. The distant rush of the stream. Somewhere, a patrol wolf’s howl, low and conversational rather than alarmed.
The door creaks.
I don’t turn.
“Thought I’d find you here,” Rhoen says quietly.
His scent reaches me first—stone and pine and that Hollowpeak dry cold, frayed at the edges and threaded now with Grimvale’s damp green. He steps out beside me, but not so close that our shoulders touch.
For a while we just stand, side by side, looking at the trees.
“You did well,” he says at last.
“Grimvale made good stew,” I say. “Hard to go wrong after that.”
“I meant with the kids.” His voice is rough. “With… us.”
I shrug, arms wrapped around myself. “I just told the truth.”
“Not something we had a surplus of back home,” he says.
Silence again. This one more bearable.
“I didn’t know about him,” I say. “The boy’s brother. The one who never shifted.”
Rhoen’s jaw tightens. “I did. Not him, personally, but… the pattern. Every time someone didn’t fit, the story was the same. ‘They wandered off.’ ‘The Goddess took them.’” His laugh is humorless. “No one ever said, ‘We made this place unlivable for them.’”
I stare at the dark outline of the treeline. “Did you think Hollowpeak would ever change?”
“I thought I could make it,” he admits. “If I just… worked harder. Trained better. Became someone they couldn’t ignore.” He huffs. “Sound familiar?”
The words land uncomfortably close to home.
“I kept telling myself we were holding the line,” he goes on. “Guarding old ways that mattered. Turns out we were just guarding old men’s fear.”
I let that sit between us, because there’s nothing I can add that the bridge and the evac vans haven’t already said for me.
After a moment, he glances sideways. “You, though. You stood there in front of them all and said you were dangerous to their control, not the Goddess. I didn’t think I’d live to see someone say that out loud with our mountain in their scent.”
“The mountain isn’t all I smell like anymore,” I say.
His mouth twists. “I noticed.”
I risk looking at him directly. In the weak porch light, I can see the new scar at his throat better. “What happened?” I ask, nodding toward it.
He touches it absently. “Argued with the wrong rogue on the wrong night. Didn’t have someone on a bridge refusing to let go.” His gaze sharpens on my face. “I heard about that, by the way.”
“News travels fast,” I mutter.
“In this world? About you? Faster.” He hesitates. “They’re calling you Lunu already. Some of them.”
The word hits harder coming from his mouth than from Bran’s. For a heartbeat I’m back in Hollowpeak’s council hall, hearing old wolves say the same syllables with my name nowhere near them.
“I’m not… crowned,” I say, a little strangled.
He snorts. “Since when did the Goddess care about crowns?” Then, softer, “You fit here in a way I don’t think you ever did there. Even when we tried to jam you into the shape they wanted.”
I grip the porch railing until the wood creaks. “You helped jam me.”
“I know.” He doesn’t look away. “I’m not asking you to forget that.”
“Good,” I bite out. “Because I won’t.”
We stand in the sting of that for a while.
“I’m trying to be someone different now,” he says eventually. “Not for Council. For them.” He nods toward the house, where muffled laughter still filters through the walls. “The kids who don’t even know what questions they’re allowed to ask yet.”
“You want me to help,” I say. Not a question.
“I want them to see someone who survived being told she was wrong,” he replies. “Who left and didn’t die. Who found…” He gestures vaguely at the yard, the lights, the invisible hum of pack. “This.”
“It almost killed me on the way,” I say.
“They should see that too,” he says quietly. “So they don’t think choosing differently is easy. Just possible.”
The wind picks up, carrying the damp, green scent of Grimvale deeper into my lungs. My wolf—our wolf, the one Hollowpeak insisted was too quiet to count—stretches, awake and curious.
“Council wants a story,” I say. “Us standing together, smiling, saying ‘no hard feelings.’”
“Then let them be disappointed,” Rhoen says. There’s iron in his voice I never heard pointed away from me before. “We don’t owe them a neat arc.”
I look at him again.
At the brother who once watched me walk to a car and kept his fists clenched at his sides, who now stands on a different porch in a different forest asking me to help kids he couldn’t save in time.
“I’m still angry,” I say.
“Good.” He lets out a breath that sounds almost relieved. “If you weren’t, I’d think they’d won.”
My fingers loosen on the railing.
“Bran says staying is a vote,” I murmur. “Every day.”
“He’s right,” Rhoen says. “And every day you stay, some kid from Hollowpeak sees that and thinks… maybe I don’t have to break myself to be loved.”
Heat stings my eyes.
“You put a lot on one wrong wolf,” I say.
“Seems like that’s where the Goddess put it too,” he answers, half a smile ghosting across his mouth. “For once, I’m not arguing with Her.”
The door opens again.
Darian steps out, gaze sweeping automatically for threats, then softening when he finds us. He doesn’t interrupt, just leans against the frame, a dark, solid presence.
For the first time in a long time, I don’t feel pulled between them.
Hollowpeak and Grimvale. Past and present. Brother and Alpha.
They’re just two wolves I care about, standing on the same piece of wood.
“Bran wants us in the office tomorrow,” Darian says. “You, me, Rhoen. Council call about integrating evacuees.”
“More storytelling,” I mutter.
“More chances to correct theirs,” he counters.
Rhoen glances between us. “You okay with that?” he asks me. Not Darian. Me.
I think of files with my name on them, of kids at the table asking if they’ll be sent away again, of rogues with Helix’s scent on their fur.
“No more stories where I don’t get to talk,” I say. “If that’s on the table, I’m in.”
Darian’s mouth curves. Rhoen’s shoulders drop.
“Then we’ll let them hear you,” my brother says.
I turn back toward the dark line of the forest, the steady heartbeat of this land under my feet, and for the first time the word that’s been thrown at me from every angle sits in my chest without choking.
Luna.
Not the mountain’s.
Not the Council’s.
Mine.
And if tomorrow the world wants to ask what kind of wolf that makes me, I’ll be sitting in Bran’s office between the brother who finally chose to stand beside me and the Alpha who already has.