I started drinking alcohol heavily, it was my daily bread. While others were really struggling to make ends meet for them and to look for their basic needs, I was also looking for my " basic need " that is alcohol. I could never sleep without taking a glass of this thing. I can remember very well on a certain day , I decided to stop taking alcohol instantly. This was after I found myself sleep near a sewege one day after taking alcohol. I was shocked to realise that leaving alcohol was not a walk in park . In deed addiction is real . I was not able to do anything on that particular day, not even able to hold a glass of water not even a cup of tea. It was painful.
I found myself stable only after taking a small glass of the brew. Several questions passed through my mind playing silly tricks on me . I never knew action my parents were going to take on hearing the mess I created. The only thing I knew is that they were going to be pissed off.
I carried on with my alcoholic life to the extent that attending my lessons was a very massive problem to me. I was not able to get rid of this thing. This is when I started to understand the fact that before you enter ensure you know the exit.