MARRIED TO A MAFIA BOSS

Chapter 03:A day to remember

After all the chaos I made in the hotel restaurant I could not think twice other than resigning from the job although it was a part time job.

It was the day I could not forget. Why should they humiliate me in front of the public even though they hate me that much.

As I was walking alone on the road my mind was filled with all the hateful scenes since I was a child and the f***ing reason was that my mother didn't plan to have me but she was forced to by his so called boyfriend who ended up r****g her.

Since I was not needed in this world from the start I wanted even to die at that moment maybe in my burial ceremony my soul will at least get some pure poverty from them.

I am always strong but today is the day I felt weak than ever I was all in tears while walking not knowing where I am heading to every thing on me from my bag to my coat they seem heavy.

I reached a place I started seeing everyone with their copies so I turned to cross the road but I was mistaken I was crushed by a car and that made me to loose my consciousness and I thanked God that at least I was gone from this world but I was mistaken about it.

The day I opened my eyes and I realized that I was not dead was like the second story of me I could not help passing through the same family humiliation again.

I got out of the hospital bed and run to the roof top of the building because when I will throw myself from the rooftop even the death Angel will not have that time to waste and take my soul away. So I am now planning to take my life away.

As I was running I bumped someone who was on my way to my room but I didn't care at all and it is when I heard the voice

" Please stop that lady"It was a female voice but it didn't matter to me because I knew that was the nurse's voice

I run until I reached my destination and without wasting my time I went and stand to an angle that was nice for my activity.

I was in tears cursing every thing from the start of my life until I felt I was a burden to myself. As I was cursing myself for the last time give myself hope that I will be born in the next life so as I can live a good life not like this one , I heard a voice behind me

"Please, get down from there" it was a male voice and I turned finding it was Matteo.

"What are you doing here? and what I am about to do is none of your concern"

"It is my concern because I was the one who crushed you with my car so please get down here please!" He said in a masculine tone while taking small steps toward me.

"Why did your car failed to do it's job? , it was supposed to kill me but it felt mercy for me ....oooh come on I got no mercy for myself it is time to end this" I said turning to face the cars outside the hospital from the top so it will be so cool if I will fall to one of the cars out there and I smiled but before I jump I could feel the wind blowing ..... it was so refreshing but I waited for it to pass so as it can not disturb my plans of falling on the car and crush my head severely.

It was a nice thought but someone snatch me from my position. Aaah.... F*** Matteo.

"Leave me alone , please let me go" I tried to beg him but he could not but he kept on tightening his grip other than letting me go.

" SNAP OUT OF IT" he shouted and I could not do anything other than bursting into tears. I turned to look at him

"Why... are they ...... doing this to me....Mmh?" I asked him the question although I didn't expect any answer from him. He just remained staring at me with the look that I could not understand it's meaning.

I was weak even to stand alone was a problem and I ended up sitting down and he knelt with one leg beside me not knowing how I can push him away. He was silent not altering anything but allowed me to rest on his chest and comforted me. I could feel his heart beat and his temperature at the time being.

"Things gonna be alright" it is what he said to me and planted a kiss on my head a thing that surprised me but I couldn't ask, I was not in the shape of that although I could see the way he was concerned about me.

He then carried me from there to my room making me forget what I wanted to do earlier and be calm like a lamb.

I could see his eyes speaking to me but I didn't know what they meant so I remained looking at him as he was covering me with the hospital blanket.

"Don't you dare try doing what you wanted to do today because you will have to pass through me"then he left.

Another surprise, it is my body but I have to pass through him again why. Who does he think he is to order me around because it sounded like an order to me.

It was on early nights when the door was opened and I thought it was Matteo but nope it was my mother. I didn't know what happened and who told her that I was in the hospital but there she was smiling like a joker.

"It is better you could have died ass hole" that was the first word I heard from her and it broke my heart into pieces not wanting to accept the reality that she hates me more than I can imagine.

" Who told you I am here?" I had to ask her.

"I can see you have still save me in your phone as your mother , am I?" that's when I came to snap out off it that they called her as my guardian through my phone when I had the accident.

"But mom.... Why are you here?" I found myself calling her that because I have no other name to call her.

"I am her to do this..." she then took my pillow and started to suffocating me wanting me dead but I pushed her away still finding some air to breath.

"Let us not meet each other again" she said and left

I even remembered my grandma the one who is in love with me but she is still on bed fighting for her life.

I could still feel the bed is suffocating so I woke up and sat on the floor at the corner of the room near my bed. I could not help it but started crying resting my head on my knees trying to comfort myself but I couldn't and wished this day to disappear in my life diary.