The Reed house sat on a cliff overlooking the Pacific, a sprawling monument of glass and white stone that my father had designed before he died. It was beautiful, cold, and impossible to keep warm. Much like my mother.
Claire Reed was a force of nature. She was the kind of woman who walked into a room and immediately owned everything in it—the air, the attention, the conversation. She had sharp cheekbones, dark hair she kept pinned back with severe elegance, and eyes that could strip a person down to their failures in a single glance. She was feared amongst the business tycoons of California, a woman who had taken a struggling real estate development firm and turned it into a sprawling empire.
But she hadn't started out as a tycoon. She had started out as a widow.
I was seven when my father died. Josie was four. I remember the funeral mostly in fragments—the smell of lilies, the black wool of my dress scratching my skin, the way my mother stood at the graveside without shedding a single tear. She looked like a statue carved out of ice.
After he was gone, the world didn't just stop for her. It collapsed. My father had been a dreamer, a builder with grand plans and shaky finances. When he died, he left Claire with two young daughters, a mountain of debt, and a half-finished business that everyone in the local market expected to fold within the year.
I remember waking up in the middle of the night and hearing her cry. Just once. A single, muffled, ragged sound from the master bedroom, followed by absolute silence. The next morning, she came down to breakfast in a tailored suit, her hair perfect, her eyes dry. She never cried again.
Instead, she went to war.
She took the bones of my father's business and built it into something he could never have imagined. She worked eighteen-hour days, took meetings in cutthroat boardrooms, and learned to be colder and sharper than any man who tried to stand in her way. She forged a name for herself—for us—that carried weight in the social elite. The Reed name opened doors now. It also closed them.
Claire didn't associate with people if it wasn't for business purposes. She didn't do charity lunches, she didn't do neighborhood gossip, and she certainly didn't do vulnerability. She built an empire out of her grief, and in the process, she walled herself off inside it.
Josie was the only one who could get through those walls.
My younger sister was warmth where Claire was ice. Josie had my father's laugh, his easy charm, his way of making everyone around her feel welcome. She was the sun in that glass house, and Claire basked in her light. When Josie spoke, my mother listened. When Josie smiled, my mother softened. They ate breakfast together on the terrace every morning, talking about Josie's classes, her friends, her life.
With me, it was different.
I didn't know why. I had spent my entire life trying to figure it out. I had been the good daughter. I had gotten the grades, kept my head down, worn the clothes she bought me, and stayed out of the spotlight. But no matter what I did, Claire looked at me like I was a stranger who had overstayed her welcome. She was hostile in ways so subtle it took years to recognize them as hostility—a clipped tone, a sigh when I entered the room, the way she wouldn't ask me about my day because she didn't care to hear the answer.
We barely talked. We barely ate together. If Josie wasn't at the table, my mother took her dinner in her study. When we were alone together, the silence was heavy enough to choke on.
"You're too much like him," she had said to me once, years ago, when I was seventeen and we were arguing about my college choices. She had stopped mid-sentence, looked at me with an expression I couldn't read, and said it softly, almost to herself. "You're too much like your father."
I had asked her what she meant. She never answered. She just walked out of the room.
I stopped trying to earn her approval after that. Instead, I just tried to stay out of her way. I moved out of the cliff house as soon as I could afford to, into a small, sunlit apartment that was entirely my own. I kept my distance. I kept my secrets.
And the biggest secret I had was the one I was still carrying—the ghost of a man named Harper, who had held me for three hours and then disappeared into thin air.
I thought about him constantly. I thought about him when my mother was being cold. I thought about him when Josie was laughing at the dinner table, and I felt like a visitor in my own family. That night on the rooftop was the only time I had ever felt truly seen. The only time I had ever felt like someone wasn't measuring me against a standard I couldn't meet.
I was still looking for him. I had been looking for months now.
But what I didn't know—what I couldn't possibly have known—was that the Reed empire my mother had built out of grief was about to collide with a new business partner. A man with a fortune of his own. A man who had a son.
And the walls of that glass house were about to shatter.