“We have…” Her voice trailed off as the tears fell from her eyes. “…done things.”
Natalie sat down on her mattress as photos of all the times she and Raymond had pushed the limits of their bodily relationship flowed through her mind. The way he would seize at her, the marks that she would later see in the mirror. She clenched her jaw, trying not to let out the sob that welled in her throat.
‘I made that choice. I advised him it was ok….’
Back then, Natalie had felt otherwise about it. She just desired to make him happy. Raymond had been so scared of dropping her. She thought that sharing these intimate moments with him would carry them closer.
It wasn’t like she hated it. On the contrary, sometimes, she even enjoyed it. But if she took even a 2nd to certainly reflect, she would remembe
