Melissa
I would give anything to tell alexander who i really am, but i can’t.
I’ve played him too much. I’ve lied too much.
My dreams of open arms after a teary confession have shrivelled and died.
He’s been so honest, and I’ve been such a fraud. I thought I knew everything, but I knew nothing.
He’d never forgive me and I know it.
I could die in his arms as he holds me in the aftermath of his confession.
It kills me to know how close I am to having him. How close I am to making this real.
I have to make it real.
We lie in silence for a long time, just breathing. My hand rests on his hard c**k but he makes no move to thrust against my touch and I make no move to bring him off.
I wish we could stay here forever, but he moves as the light begins to glow through the window.
“We shou
