Bellamy POV
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"You know
You don't have to be so sad babe
If you don't pass this year ?
You can always try next year ?" Samantha gives me a wink as I sigh staring at my school
"That's true " I sigh again
I'm not f*****g sad because I did bad in my exam
I'm hopeful that I'll pass
But I'm sad because my heart is f****d up big
When I started the year
The first day, I saw him at the parking lot
I called him dickhead the first day we saw
And now, I'll call him my heart
Not to sound cheesy but, all my days were filled with his thoughts
Sometimes you are just not good enough
And I know I'm not good enough for him ,that's why I didn't return his calls or messages
I just want him to leave me behind for good
Because he doesn't deserve my mess
My f*****g s**t
