Bellamy POV
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I stare at Gabriel, we are driving back to the city
We left his car behind, and we took mine
As mine was a Lamborghini
While his was, I don't know
Some shitty car
But I wouldn't have minded, I like him
I really do which means I like his car too
But I just want things to go back, when we first met
I want our craziness back, because I feel his eyes with so much care and affection
Which makes me feel like I'm being a burden to him
like a pain behind his deep eyes
I'm troubling him, risking his life
I feel like a curse to his beautiful life
Probably he wanted to stay behind, relax maybe from his work
And I interrupted even that
I shouldn't have come
We didn't talk much, we ate in silence
got drunk in silence
took a nap in silence, laying ne
