Chapter 1
1043 Words
Bellamy pov
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I'm starting my high school senior year tomorrow, but going to school sucks
I was more then happy when my father kept , shifting schools for me and giving me long breaks
But now , I want to finish off my school and get away from here
Off to college
Hence I need to finish this year, work my ass off for it
No other choice baby
Sighing to myself i pick up ,a new black skirt with a white crop top
Just placing it on the counter so morning i don't waste hours in picking the right outfit , I'm not a morning person so waking up is the main task tomorrow
But I can go all night ,like an owl
It's just , I can't sleep at night
Darkness scares me
I feel like it gets me trapped
No matter how much I stay strong ,it gets me weak
Leave me shaking for my life
It's something , I'm learning to fight
Sudden door cracking sound ,leaves me shills
I hate to feel , all this
The fear
As I go hide myself under the doors of my closet ,my eyes stay fixed on the window
But no ,its not my stalker or my illumination
The door to my room kicks opens and I hear footsteps approaching me
"I knew it
The b***h wouldn't have fall asleep ,not so soon" Lucas sneers as he walks in, clumsy in his drunk demeanor
His eyes glaring at me like I'm the fresh meatball as he finds me behind the door
I sigh as its not some unknown stranger
But the thing is ,sometimes I feel that the stranger is better than the known devil
"What the hell are you doing here, Lucas?
Its midnight now
Get the hell out of my room " I scowl as I grip my hands against the closet knob
Hiding my body from him
I'm just in my nightdress ,with nothing underneath
I wasn't aware of his presence, if I had known probably I would have put something full and neat so he won't linger his lustful eyes on me
I lick my lips as he tightens his jaw
He takes a step forward and I flinch
But we hear few noises out and he stops as he quickly grumbles ,keeping his voice low " Your starting your school tomorrow?
Listen baby girl, keep your slut skills to yourself
I'm going to keep an eye on you
Going around with dudes, f*****g around"(his cold eyes,scares me
But his distasteful remarks makes me cringe, which makes me feel disgusted )
"I'm going to kick the guy in his balls
Do you hear me Bellamy ?
Your mine
Your mine to f**k ,my little step sister "
With that he turns around and leave hurriedly
And I leave the breathe I was holding in ,to myself
And wipe the tear rolling down my cheek
You can't let him ,treat you this way
I tell the same words to myself again and again
Every night
But ,I have no other choice
Taking a deep breathe , I hear my step mom's voice a she calls out "Dinner is ready "
"Coming " I call back
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"So , ready to get back to school ?"
I raise my eyes as I hear Ilma's question.
My step mother
"Yes " I say ,drifting my gaze back to my plate
"Lucas why don't you drop your sister , tomorrow ?
New school ,new place it will be lot for her " She asks lucas whose sitting next to me
" I'll be fine " I utter, immediately before he can respond
" are you sure ?" She asks
I give her a firm nod
"Well then okay
Your father is out of town ,if anything goes wrong with you
He will blame me
So , careful " she scowls at me as she continues to drink her beer
Of course my father will
He still thinks I'm a kid ,well I am eighteen
And I'm aware my step mother doesn't give a f**k about me
But acts like she does, to please my father
No body cares for me in this house
My father does ,just for the reputation he holds
And makes me, do things like attend his parties, play the perfect daughter to please his guests
I know deep down he will get me off from his back if he gets a good deal
He's always money minded
And he sees me as his priced possession
"I will
Thank you
Good night "
I walk straight into my room , as I lock the door
But the whole room smells different
The air inside the room feels different than what I had left behind
Someone was here ?
I look around, the window locks are sealed
But then who ?
My throat feels dry as I continue to stare at my window glass
As I stare at my own image ,as a reflection
He was here
I know , he was here
The closer I take my step ,the scent feels strong
And I go on my toes , I smell a bit of whiskey and smoke smell
It can't be Lucas?can he?
Did he come again, to my room ?
He smokes too, but his figure isn't big
He's around five foot nine
But , I'm not sure
Opening the window glasses, I take in the fresh air
"I'm going to find you one day
And I'm going to make sure you rot in ,your own s**t
Wait and watch "
My eyes glare on the empty road next to my room
I'm not sure , why I'm being stalked
But I'm sure one day I'm going to get my hands on him
And that day ,its going to be bad
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Until then……
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Tomorrow is a new day
New school
I don't care about making friends
All my focus is to get the passing grade
And go off to college
Somewhere , but I want to go so far that ,I will be free from all the demons in my life who come with a beautiful face
- Writer
