MHAVEL POV Aaaaaaaahhhhhhh….!!!!! Mom…….hmmmmmmmm…. I can't take this pain, I can't accept the fact that I am the reason for my mother’s death! I have been fighting for the one responsible for her death yet I am the one who needs to be punished!!! I keep shouting and screaming in pain, crying and weeping about this whole truth! The whole two days after the encounter with the black woman, all day and night, I let myself drunk, I don’t care about people, I don’t want to help anyone, I kill a lot of monsters I encounter then I saw how Sanhia manages to continue what we have been started I felt guilty about it, but I can't stop myself from being like this, so I decided to left all this stuff and wander around places. I didn’t get to tell Sanhia that I left, what for? I don’t hav

