They gave me about a week to recover, and yet that was not enough for me. Though my physical wounds had healed, I was just down really bad on my mental health. I had just lost so much people in the span of a year tat is makes me have nightmares. I can still see Lily and dad get shot in my dreams. I still think about Taeyong too, about how he is doing. What he is up to or he is even safe. I just hope he is. He is like the only known family member of mine that is still alive. You know while I was still outside I would spend a good time of my day watching telenovellas. Why? because they are just like real life. Just when you think your life can not get any more worse, boom a car in fire comes your way in full speed. but unlike life those telenovellas always have good or at least accep

