My head was all in a blur as I woke up. The surge of thoughts went through my head again. Though in all my thoughts, Ji wan really stood out. I just can't process the fact that he betrayed me. I thought he loved me. I really should have just listened to Taeyong in the first place. I wouldn't be heart broken if I did. I realize that most of the choices I made were wrong. And I hated myself for that, yet Dad reassures me with kind words that it is all for the better. I guess comforting is in the family blood line. As I look at myself and the scar on my back from Ji wan's bullet, I grow bitter. I regret him and everything we shared. I am feeling vengeful. I want to make him feel the same, no even more pain than what he gave to me. I will make sure of that. The dream of peac

